Every end is also a new beginning

Biggie

2012-01-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

Monday, 30/1/12, 830pm, NTU SRC

Big game against NTU. Do or die situation. Needa win by 5points to get thru.

Good luck guys.

Its their home ground but i really hope for sim supporters to be there.

Hi

2012-01-17T18:21:00.004+08:00

hello everyone,

i dont know if there are still people reading this dead space of mine, but i think i wont delete the blog as it contain quite some memories. long time.

Playing IVP at the moment, having won TP and lost RP. Next matchup against SMU and NTU. We need to win NTU by 5 points to qualify for semis. So, fight hard guys. Thank you J and whoever that came to support SIM. Love you guys!

Went to bangkok to did a shoot by Ken Rivas with Kovit. Pretty great experience and i short getaway i must say.

Prelims is next month and im struggling. bad.

Guys, help me click on my ads above and at the sides! thanks!

SO BUSY

2011-10-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

Have been so busy but i really wanna blog!

Working for Abercrombie and fitch his been crazy yet fun!! will update more on this, anyone who wants to work let me know yea? im a recruiter for them at the moment.

School's been tough.. like always.

Sim bball is competing in mens open so im taking a break from basketball. I cant play because im registered in divison 1 for safsa.

Gonna work out soooo hard for the A n F opening! i wanna be shirtless!!!

Getting to know alot of nice peeps around.. and hopefully more!

xx

New Chapter

2011-09-26T18:14:00.003+08:00

School has officially started. Am taking bachelor of science in business from university of london, direction from LSE london school of economics and political science. SIM.

I have come a long way. Looking forward to the days ahead.

Trying to juggle my workouts, basketball trainings, school work and work itself. No cash in flow.

Hope all is well.

Cheers.

2011-08-05T00:58:00.005+08:00

ORD,
Back to study,
Got degree,
So happy,
Cant forget,
Days in army,
With my mortar and my buddy and meeeeee e e!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-05T00:58:00.002+08:00

ORD LO!

can you imagine 1 year 10 months just flew past?

Gonna play for SIM for SUNIG!

moving on to my next chapter in life :D

End

2011-07-07T15:40:00.002+08:00

This is suppose to be a rubbish post, to vent my frustrations or whatever from within.

Just did my CSB... 32km with river crossing.. i think i just had the most torturous 20 hours of my life.

More than a day without sleep and all the painful activities, blisters in my soaked feet etc, i have to attend lesson at night. IT JUST SUCK. BIG TIME.

And when i finally got the time to rest, took off. I had to be recall back to camp. wtf man. really pissed offfff.

So, moral of the story is, whats the point of working so hard, awarded the off days, and couldnt clear them ?

Twist here and there, LAH.

2011-05-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

After all the good news and all, life has been a roller coaster ride,

got called up for interview for scholarship, and then got rejected. Not a very nice feeling though. Got rejected for UOM too. Due to my poor results. Sigh. Bad huh. Major setbacks, but life still has to go on..

Outfield, exercises, route marches, runs, keep coming and im dyingggggg. Losing weight like madddd.

Trying to go on diet and it actually works. i can really feel it baby.

I cant wait to fucking ORD!!!!!!

Have to push back my travel plans cuz of bridging course. And i still dont know if i can make it for bridging because im involved in SAF day. like WTF, yes?

Everything is in a mess and im trying to sort things out.

Jannassa, thanks for always being here, i love you.

Fam

2011-04-07T14:38:00.002+08:00

Things hasnt been so good at home, my grandpa wanted to take his own life. I feel so sad, wondering what may have gone wrong for him. He went to see the doctor many times and got sleeping pills, took them, and ended in the hospital. Doctors there found out his motive and sent him to IMH. WTH? From a healthy man to someone who cannot even move around on his own, is it really worth it? You got to think about the people who care about you, those who take care of you every single day. Grandpa please wake up and get well soon! p.s. hope my parents will not give up. much loves.. xx.

2011-03-16T15:46:00.001+08:00

Singapore Basketball League Division 1 has officially started,

SAFSA played the first game on 13/3 against Tong Whye and managed to clinch the W with a score of 82-78.

Today will be our second game against Min Yi. Those who wanna support feel free to come. 8.30pm Singapore Basketball Center.

The 3 Ds

2011-02-11T22:46:00.003+08:00

Discipline
Determination
Diligence

Hard work pays off.
Always give 100%.
Never give up.

I made it.

Pre-season preps for Division 1.

p.s. sorry fellow specs alywin, james and boon kiat, pls help me cover my work as i go for my dreams, appreciate much! <3s

Stress

2011-01-12T17:08:00.003+08:00

is the word. Period.

Coming Jan 17, my first batch of men will be coming in. Its time to showcase my leadership skills. Will just do my best and hopefully, am able to inspire and influence. It just feels great to see them POP on 8 jan. The transformation from a civilian to a soldier.

Now, the BIG issue im facing now is UNI application.. Having being rejected by NTU for 2 consecutive years, ive already given up hope haha.

Im looking at SIM's UOL and UOM.. tough decisions with so many considerable factors like course commence date, admission criteria, fees, length of course, and courses to take.

Gotta thank some friends for those advices, you know who you are.

Based on the world ranking for UNIs, im kinda interested in ANU and HKU too.. sigh,

why does education always link to stress. why. If only im rich!

2010-12-30T15:13:00.003+08:00

Anyway, im kinda lazy to save the pictures into my laptop (of 5 years as it ran out of space) from Facebook.

So, if youre interested you can prolly check out my FB alrighty? :D

2012 is cominggggg

The End

2010-12-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

The year's coming to an end... which means, 7 months 5 days to ORD! hahaha..

Just been to wave house last night, the flow rider was sick! everyone should just try it out.. had a couple of falls and manage to get it in the end..

These few days of offs had been great thus far, catching up with buddies from everywhere. Balling, Working out everyday.

I know my understanding girlfriend will not be angry for the limited time i have with her cuz we have a whole lifetime tgt.

NBA is crazy ! go heats go heats go heats!

Should i be a cabin crew, or take up a degree from SIM?

ICG games

2010-11-17T20:24:00.002+08:00

The Inter Constituency Games is coming to an end, having the finals this sat @ Cashew Sports Complex, 530pm. Be there guys~!

Nanyang csc vs Geylang Serai csc.

In a while since i've entered any major competition, really hope we can bring the championship home. Will give my all.

8 months to ORD. :D

Memories

2010-11-02T16:26:00.003+08:00

Went to RP to catch the first Polite games ytd evening between NP and TP..

Np did really well to secure a win of 28 points. It really bring me back to the days when i was playing. Its going to be 2 years , im aging!

Anyway i had this chance because i was clearing leaves for the year 2010.. i had my class 2 tp today and passed it with 4 points. i wasnt really confident in the beginning though, as i didnt have a good warm up. Well, glad i passed and intending to continue with my class 4.

This week im going for a short getaway to genting from 3rd to 5th. Thanks to the long weekend of deepavali.. im still left with 6 days of leaves and 3 offs hopefully i can clear it before year end. hopefully.

NBA is entertaining guys, go watch it!

Hope everyone is doing fine!

Love,
Ron.

So long.

2010-09-25T16:34:00.002+08:00

Credits : Stylist - Kovit Ang, Photographer - Kenneth

^Listening to Boys over Flowers OST HAHAHA

This is my first Friday slping at home for the month of september i think. Feels so great. Duties are scary(October's schedule is already out and my coy has to provide 6 guards per day for the whole month) WTF? im probably so used to it. Will get rich not spending my pay, its fine. zzz.

Havnt had the time to sit down and type my thoughts for a while. Went over to the rifle coys and tried taking man. I got rather emotional upon hearing some of their family background. There are people from all walks of life, its sometimes sad and angry and i cant describe that feeling inside me.

Its also quite challenging that im stuck at certain point trying to teach someone the difference between left and right. And he just cant get it. Stupid or smart? i Dont know. Stupid that he dont even know left or right after i ask him to repeat millions of times. Smart to act stupid to make fun of me. whatever.

Few is father already, many relationship problems. What can i do to help? Thats life.

One asked me if he can not book out because he dont have a home. He enlist alone and when his friends ask him how is he gonna spend his book out day, he cried uncontrollably. sigh.

Many more. Theres just so much that im facing and i do not know how to share, you people just have to experience yourself. Thats the reason why i ask you all, my best friends, to say yes to command school. Its definitely a valuable lesson to take home in life.

Talk to me and i'll share more.

Inter- Constituency has begun and we beat Taman Jurong by a slight margin of 1 pt. They had us in nanyang cup by a point and we had our revenge.

Tmr is our second game. 12.30pm @ Jurong West sports complex.

Managed to passed my Prac 3 today and booked my tp on 2 Nov! :D

xx.

Ron.

2010-08-21T00:34:00.003+08:00

Encik, his hair allowed in camp not?! :D

YOG opening ceremony was a success, no major screw ups.

Now the closing! working everyday till 26th Aug.

Till then, train hard guys!

2010-07-30T00:32:00.003+08:00

this is 3 years ago...

today is battalion 43rd anniversay! happy bday 4SIR!

as im one of the ICs, i had to reach pasir ris mainland tropical fish farm at 0730am! damn it, luckily zhi kai offer to pick me at woodlands.. thanks bro!

first time tried fish spa, longkang fishing.. and prawning? post pics when i free yo..

going float 10am tmr.. life sucks train hard.

goodnightt...

[MV/HQ] 房祖名 Jaycee Chan & 龔芝怡 Serene Koong －最好的我 Zui Hao De Wo

2010-07-23T16:12:00.000+08:00

2007 R6

2010-07-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

what y'all think?

Dismay

2010-07-07T21:45:00.002+08:00

We lost to Clementi csc despite putting up a tough fight. It was another good game for us, as the chemistry seems to be glowing. Moreover, it was challenging to play against the best players in the island. Most of them were from our national team, and Home Utd which was the Singapore Basketball League champions.

I had a really hectic day having to travel from clementi camp in the morning to pasir leba camp in the noon, then back home to grab my car from sis, and then back to lim chu kang camp for emergency briefing. It was such a rush that i only manage to reach during the 2nd quarter of the game. Feel that ive manage my time well though.

Fatigue level maximised.. with the limited hours of rest daily. Morning peak isnt some joke yo. Kinda hate it and love it, cuz its another reason to get a ride.

Further more, ive been working out hard if ya know. Need to be stronger and tougher! Time to start working out my lower body esp e legsss.

Friday on cos duty, sucks cuz weekends already burnt. Sat whole day report to mandai hill for YOG rehearsal! all the way till august. i think i can say goodbye to pioneer cup, nanyang cup and boon lay cup. sigh. oh ya, btw, friday lebron james will disclose his destination for the next season!

Last sad thing, weekends burnt means no chance to head down to SCAPE stage to take a look! No fate ah luo zhi xiang...

gtg goodnight xoxo.

Busy Bee

2010-06-28T14:19:00.004+08:00

Been long since i last sat in front of my 4-year-old lap top. Its gonna die anytime i think. Busy with a lot of stuffs, Currently on course at clementi camp till this wed 8-5. aha. Cannot really talk about military life in case the intelligence team track me down.

Went to RP recently and i really like the school! live bands and hip hop/ bboy dancers were all around as i search for my sis's lecture hall to get the car key..

Had my defensive riding lesson, it was soooo cool if u guys were following me on twitter. The skidding and riding standing, quite an experience i would say. Cant wait for 11 Aug to register for Class 2 at ssdc. Kinda glad that its sheltered so i wont be unevenly tanned. After class 2 im getting class 4 and 5! haha. The lorry and the crane.

During the defensive riding lesson i manage to catch up with one of my camp mate who is on compassionate leave. His sister has just passed away last sat due to colon cancer. He was telling me the process of his sis throughout her treatment days and i felt so sad and sorry for him and his family. I hope he dont mind me sharing some of the stuffs with my readers. fyi, his sis doesnt smoke nor drink, always eat healthy and loves veggie. no family history or whatsoever. i try to keep it short and simple alright.

She has got a lump on her chest and had a surgery to remove it. after a few days her stomach became bloated and she went to the hospital, after which they suspect it was colon cancer. she manage to have a surgery on her intestine and remove the cancerous cell which was hiding behind the liver. For some reason, the cancerous cell begin eating up her liver and spread to her kidney. soon, her liver and kidney start to fail, and it continue spreading. she undergo chemotherapy at first, but decided to give up soon after because it was costly and painful. she dont want herself and her family to suffer anymore. She fight bravely against cancer for 5 years. My camp mate manage to stay by her side during the final stages of her life. He told me how she slowly see weird things like little boy running around, from talking fluently to not talking, and slowly not moving. it hit me so hard, which i could imagine from the scene from 1 litre of tears. The worst part is during the cremation, how could someone see with his own eyes the love one being burnt to ash. someone whom u have been living for 20+ years together, and suddenly gone from the world.

i hope everyone can treasure their love ones. the difference between life and death is just a line.

Personal life has been pleasant. Being better in time management with Jannassa, Family and friends.. manage to catch movies i wanted, the lastest Twilight, A Team, Killers, Karate Kid and Ip Man. This coming week Letters to Juliet(i hope).. I love movies omg.

Nba Draft is done with,
free agents, lebron james, d wade, d notwizki, chris bosh, hopefully u guys settle tgt? next ring could be yours. i would suggest the chicago bulls or miami heat(maybe cleveland cavaliers?). Sad i got no chance to meet d howard, horford, and boozer in the nba tour to sg, sad.

Basketball.

The Recent CCK cup's over. We got 2nd. lost to Pioneer csc.

But got our revenge ytd by beating them 2 points, in the current Pioneer cup. All those who were present at the game, im sure it was worth your time making your way down to watch or support. It was such a close game.

^tmr 6/7/10 vs clementi csc 8.15pm. court behind pioneer mall blk 627. hopefully i can book out in time! prays*

Enjoyed playing with the current team and i hope i can be part of you guys for upcoming nanyang cup and inter-constituency.

World cup is shit, luckily i didnt place any bet at all. All those who lost, its okay, money can earn back. i learnt my lesson.

"Another random thing, this coming sat 10/7/10 is the grand opening of STAGE flagship store at SCAPE!
Show luo aka xiao zhu will be there as 1日店长! definitely going down to have a look! Wanna get the crossover Kikstage tee (if there is any left). Im sure the queue is gonna be terrible with girls going down the previous night to queue?

Whats gonna happen to Li teng's one at far east plaza? i dont know either.

haha i guess thats all folks, gonna rest early. Needa wake up at 6am :( [Just work out i hope it aches tmr.]

You only life once

2010-05-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

its been a while, i guess ive been sooo busy huh.. hahaha.

today i played competitive basketball again, for nanyang csc. cck cup. first time playing with the guys were great. it was a close game and we manage to clinch the win.

ytd was gab's bday celebration at sentosa, like again. had fun but didnt have a chance to go to wavehouse :( shall postpone it again alright.

anw happy bday Huang DingRen, its been so long since i last hear you sing! shall date you out someday huh.

and my best bro Jian Qing has went back to china without telling me, how sad. I heard his student pass expired. I hope you can come back soon if not i will go china to hunt you down. :D

always be happy my dear bros, dont all emo r/s problems can? girls are everywhere. go see the world dudes.

dont worry i still love you my dear Jannassa baby.

Cheers, xoxo. tmr booking in 0745 tsk. sad. hahah. nights.

2010-05-08T01:14:00.000+08:00

2010-05-08T00:53:00.002+08:00

Today was the ord day for most nsf.. i was having mixed feeling about that. Once they step into the society, its another level of stress out there. Being stucked inside isnt any better..

Well i was wondering if i should be playing competitive basketball again? friends called me up to play for their team and im pondering whether i should. i love the game, my passion is there. M just afraid i dont have the time to commit. I dont wanna go to battle without training ya know. But whenever i step into the court it just feels different. Moreover, the nba playoffs have been getting crazier. Im so damn worried for cleveland i really hope they can beat celtics later in the morning, i might just wake up to support mvp james. This is an away game i suppose it will only get tougher.

As most of the man ord already, next week im having block leave for the shit work ive done over the past weeks! :D yea! i only need to book in on tue for cos duty. Finally i have the time to bring my girl to east coast and sentosa ^^ really looking forward to that. Cant believe i have birthday parties every weekend of may. zz

Im thinking every night before i slp and theres really alot which i wanna express. But time is something which i need to sacrifice to have. And i really need to get to bed now because its a long day tmr. m gonna hit the gym and pool for a swim tmr morning so catch me there. will be heading to novena for the adidas warehouse sales to get a pair of cheap bball shoes thereafter. ive been wearing mine for years omg. lastly to wensheng bday chalet in the evening, thinking of popping by sbc to watch a few bball matches, depending on time constraint.

gonna call my girl bye i will update soon i hope.

2010-04-11T21:00:00.000+08:00

Randoms

2010-04-11T20:19:00.006+08:00

i miss the old me,

i miss you,

i miss everything i used to have.

2010-04-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just to live life to the fullest. Laugh as much as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dare to be different, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late and smile ‘til your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love, and most of all live in the moment because when you look back someday, knowing you have no regrets it’s going to be what makes you smile.
— (via poeticheartache)

New Chapter, again.

2010-04-07T00:15:00.004+08:00

Hey guys! 12th ASC Motar Towed has come to an end..

Glad that all of us passed out. Last week was hell! Summary Exercise and live firing. I think i only had 4 hours of slp for that few days. It was a torture as i had late weekends :( Sum Ex wasnt that great because of the monsoon season. tsk. Had to slp under our camo net on damp soil. Managed to see some fireflies! Beauty of jungle life yo.

Till today im still lacking of sleep, oh my. We had half a day off, im so happy because i get to work out in the gym, return to wgs to accompany weijun coach the team, and ball at skcc till now! It brought back alot of great memories ! check out my fb for some pictures. Everything seems to be the same, except the students haha, they seem much smaller in size.

Anyway, i manage to catch up with the canteen stall-holders and some teachers. It was boomzz. Thanks for the drinkzz. Sadly the bookshop aunty wasnt around as she had closed earlier.

I really hope all of us, you guys know who you are, can go back one day just to walk around the school and talk about the days we used to have, the things we used to do in school. This crazy bunch of us. Play fire, play water, test system, block/school/police catching etc. i'll post some sec sch pictures up this weekend if i got time!

Im glad that throughout my journey in life, ive met this group of wonderful ppl, from secondary to poly, the things i do and learn. Everything will always remain as great memories to my heart. Never forgotten.

Not just that, buddies and friends that ive known from bmt pegasus to sispec kilo, then to motar asc, hope all of you soldiers are doing great and all the best to your new unit! am missing u all already haha

Am sorry i gotta rush thru this post as i have to book in 4 SIR lim chu kang camp tmr at 8am!

SHAG OUT

2010-03-19T21:41:00.002+08:00

Fire Direction lessons were over, so were the mental stress.

Here comes the Motar phase, which means the motar drills. Its just so fucked up that everyone shag out. haha, i was so shag i didnt know what i was doing already, just standing there laughing at everyone and myself. wtf. nvm. Its outfield btw, so we got damn dirty due to the rain. i just hate outfield.

Its pretty dangerous cuz the motar is 405.5kg and we had to manhandle it, strip it and bring across grounds which couldnt be towed. Talking about towed, a detachment of 6 soldiers have to push the motar over a distance of fuck up terrains. screw that.

In short, its just physically shag. and so, i just booked out, and is going to rest already. Totally have no energy to go out. shall wake up tmr and see how much i have left for gym, if not shall leave it to sunday! needa a tan also.

goodnight folks! xoxo

Bliss

2010-02-22T02:28:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Hui Ting's place...

Waking up in 3 hours time to book in :( am already looking forward to friday!

anyway, just wanna wish those having exams this week...

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!

For most of you, its the last few papers of your poly life!

i just received the best bday/vday present of my life. happy to the max. thats enough. ilu. :D

Just My Luck

2010-02-20T03:13:00.003+08:00

Been down on my luck lately. Whats worse than losing bucks on cny?

Being posted to MOTAR towed wing.. Its very regimental, just like BMTC. Quite sucky i would say for now.

Its like wtf?! why so suay sia this year.. Gonna go temple pray later on! :(

Anyway, i book in at 730am today, book out at 1130am. Home to nap and then went to batok shelter court to play ball. It was a great session... esp with J's bro. Manage to sweat a bit.

Guys, do check out those nuffnang ads !

New Chapter, New beginning

2010-02-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

overdued pictures.. POP on 8/12/09.

Sorry all, didnt really have the time to blog.

BSLC has came to an end, which means a new chapter is about to unfold. Times spent in KILO coy has been the best so far, as i get to know a really great buddy, Jian Jie. He's the only one who is willing to train with me daily, aiming to achieve what we want. All the best buddy, see you in 13 weeks. Have fun in ASLC! :P

Not forgetting my wonderful bunk mates, all the late nights we have. Doing illegal activities which i cannot name here.

Most importantly, the person who change my perspective of national service, my encik Teo. He is, so far the best encik i have ever seen.. Those under him will know.

All good things come to an end.. 8 weeks flew past, just like 9 weeks of BMT...

Im posted to ARTY, at khatib camp.. people say its a good thing.. unfortunately, its not where i wanna head. I wanted to go FS/PTI. But who knows, this may be a blessing in disguise. I will take it positively:) I suppose this 13 weeks will fly past in a blink of an eye. Thats when i will get my 3sg rank.

Some people say being a cadet is always the fun thing, i cant tell now because i have not felt how it is to be like a 3sg. What i can say is to take anything that comes positively and cherish these moments with my fellow mates.

On the other note,

Happy lunar new year and valentines day..

didnt really celebrate valentines day, just got J a gift. hope she like it..

Chinese new year will always be my favourite time of the year as i get to visit my relatives, whom i only visit once a year? haha. :(

losing streak came to an end ytd! looking forward to this sat jon's place..

srsly i always wanted to blog but when i sit down, i forgot what i wanted to type.

Cheers to everybody!

J, lets walk this never ending path. hand in hand, heart to heart.

Busy!

2010-01-24T16:28:00.003+08:00

These weeks have been so damn busy i hardly got time to even slp on my own bed!

Its crazy!

Rong Hong 21st bday was a blast! so many drunkens. hahah!... and so many 21st coming up.. theres some which i cannot attend im so sorry i have to serve the nation only can come out on weekends :( But i still wish u guys all the best alright!

The past week of navigation was killer cuz we only have 4 hours of slp daily.. gonna book in in 2 hours tmr grand slam at tekong omg. 4 days 3 night field camp. The most sucky thing about infantry. Hope i get to become a PTI. Cant take it 4 days without shower, wash face and brush teeth. yew. More and more coming la tsk.

Super rush post cuz i got no time ! BYe!

ps. cry baby pls dont cry anymore k i love you.

Back Track

2010-01-03T18:22:00.004+08:00

First 2 weeks in Sispec was kinda great. Getting to book out on 2 thursdays due to Christmas and New Year. Coming 3rd week is field camp. How the hell did time fly so fast?

Booking out always include power naps to prepare for the night countdown.

On Christmas eve, we head to Gab's crib for a gathering cum countdown. Before that i make my way down to Orchard Road to get present for the present exchange. It was fantastic. No doubt, year after year. Am already looking forward to next year's one. We had games, wii, xbox, not forgetting Gab's mum who is always so warm and nice to us, preparing food and making the party a success. Thanks Gab and Mum! we really had fun.

On Christmas day itself, we met in town for AVATAR. haha, comon we know its damn good. After which we headed for L4D2, which has become our hobby these few weeks.

Boxing day was spent with my carefree bros, went for dinner at Aston's ; The Cathays, follow by lan gaming again. Some of them went home early though. It was somehow great catching up with these buddies of mine.

Book in. Days in Sispec involves lessons regarding arms and weapons, physical activies, IPPT, SOC etc. Basically we are training to be a commander, a section leader. Manage to talk to Da jin and Kok lip who are both in OCS. Both of them said it was really tough, on the mental especially. Kok has already got injured and i pray for him to get well soon. Hope you guys can pull thru and we shall catch up in gym again wherever you guys got more book out time, which i doubt so. Or wait for me to meet you guys there. haha. So, crossover? hmm, mind is in a blank now. Should i fight? After having heard what everyone there had said. Well, we shall see!

Finally manage to get IPPT gold. Was so scared because for the Cat run i did 9.54, which was 10 secs behind time. Luckily this time round i did 9.28, my sec 2 timing. Was really happy with myself.

31 dec 09.

Parked my car at PS to avoid the jam in the city, and the road closures etc. its a mess. Went for countdown at the esplanade after late dinner at KFC. The fireworks sure impress yearly. Atmosphere was high, things were going just nice. Crowd was overwhelming! decided to take a stroll back to The Cathay to meet up with JJ. Follow by lan gaming, like again? while some of them left for Jurong hill to chill.

1110

Cuzzies were in town, meet them for dinner at Sakura with Ah J and Ah Poh. LOL. I was wow-ed by the food from sakura. Its really not bad! will definitely head there again! with my buddies. Sis got the car, so i sent Ah J home by the train... guess what, i dont know how the hell Ah Poh plan here and there in the end become lan gaming at jurong safra, AGAIN. tsk.

And ytd, i gamed again! this time with my cuzzies, after which friends joined me. Everyday play till 6am. bad, real bad for health!

.........

On the other hand, im turning 21 soon. sigh. Most of my good friends are celebrating, which i dont even have the feel to. Should i? Is 21 really a year to be happy about? Old already.

Gonna book in for field camp already! Dont have time to upload any pics, perhaps facebook if anyone had tag me?

Its 2010, i sincerely wish the best for everyone. Hope each of you is doing well in your studies and work, may God bless you guys with good health and happiness all year long.

Last but not least, wanna thank Ah J. Love you very much ok. See you next week.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

2009-12-27T19:55:00.001+08:00

Will update soon on my next book out. Gonna book in already.

Bye peeps! Take care and have a great holiday! xoxo.

Inspiration

2009-12-13T16:58:00.002+08:00

Caught New Moon and Ninja Assassin recently. They are good! so were the bods.

So as you can guess, my block leave consist of frequent visits to the gym. Sad enough, i only have until 20th to work out before it will all go to the drain when im posted to my new unit. Maybe i'll try to bulk up as much as i can at the moment.

Finally POP. These 9 weeks had been great fun though tiring. Made bunch of new friends and learnt life and military skills. I will definitely not forget these 9 weeks of my life. How the fuck can i get so dirty, mud bath, leopard crawl in mud. Camo on 6 days, never shower, never brush teeth, survive on biscuits cuz i cant stand rations, get fucked worse than dogs. March for more than 70km in tekong, can walk to changi and back alr. Shower and scream together, late night party in bunks. Cook mee and sneak into rest room to watch basketball fire at night while being confined. nearly carry my whole fucking bed inside. luckily i didnt. Its super cold. All the silly shit then we've done in bmt will stay as memories in my heart yo. Goodbye Tekong!

Good luck for those having common test!

Its the last few moments you can get to study in your entire life already. Cherish them.

MONO

2009-11-22T14:51:00.004+08:00

Every weekend has been the same.

Spending time with J and my family.

If i have more time, i will go to the gym.

If i have more time, i will hang out with friends who're free.

Been missing a lot of people. My relatives, grandparents, friends who drifted.

The path of life has widen and i can roughly see what's gonna happen in maybe a few years time?

I guess what the adults told us are true. Afterall.

Wishing the best for everyone, alive.

Lets live this life man.

First Book Out

2009-10-17T16:12:00.002+08:00

Army life is so hectic. Wake up at 5am. Train, eat, train, eat, train, eat. Sleep 1030pm. Sometimes dont even have time to eat and shower. Each day is so long though fast. Run here run there march here march there. Hope i can endure all those shit.

Happy that many friends are in the same company together. Being able to train and knock down tgt.

Most of us teared on the first night. I didnt say until kok lip told me, hahaha. Its like being stranded on an island prison away from mainland and everyday, everything u see its the same.
Stupid army songs lol. if you get what i mean.

You will get so drifted away from the outside world, current affairs, movies, times with your girlfriend, family and buddies. I miss everyone alot.

The other side.
Good thing is, you will learn alot of life skills and discipline, healthy lifestyle, value life more and get fit.

I pray for these hard times to be over soon. Hope everyone is enjoying themselves before the new semester starts.

Take care! cheers.

tough times dont last tough man do.

2009-10-06T05:32:00.001+08:00

Enlisting in a few hours time.

thanks everyone for the wishes!

bless everyone with good health and do take care!

update when im back after 2 weeks.

Life

2009-09-25T04:17:00.001+08:00

party?
shopping?
beach?
beer?
skydiving?
bungee jumping?
travelling?

Genting/Sunway/KL

2009-09-23T02:41:00.001+08:00

Back. update soon.

caught up with Cheng, WeiJun and YanSoon just now over supper. Feels great!

Sigh

2009-09-14T04:50:00.004+08:00

i know i suck as a friend/boyfriend but i hope you guys can forgive me. :]

Anw, Happy Birthday to Wei Jun, Kevin Goh and Jin Jian! Wish you guys the best in life.

going away this coming weekend for a breather.

dont feel like coming back anymore.

不屑

2009-09-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

Listen to him makes me miss taiwan. feel like flying over to support him. anyone?

小鬼 - alien huang

Timeless

2009-09-09T03:25:00.002+08:00

One by one,

In they go.

hmmmm. :[

all the best to Ding Ren, Daryl and Harry.

Reading Cheng's post made me thought alot.

Breaking is good,

I wanna do a lot of things. wanna.

Goodnight.

2009-09-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Full of programmes recently and incoming.

Bangkok 09

2009-08-26T03:04:00.022+08:00

had to borrow this outfit because we aren't allowed to wear our tank tops and berms into the grand palace

where he bought his tailor made shirt. his new friend.

wat po

bargain warriors

supper club

his fav club lol

poh with his lady fists

this guy is good

his idol who got kicked in the balls

its damn good. must watch.

roadhouse bbq - nice place, good food, good service

Poh showing his moves

some NBA player, anyone know him? ikes or smth he told me his name was. i actually asked him does he plays for the NBA, haha.

waste food king

weird sauce

2 piece chicken!

siam paragon

poh forced me to eat this crab with him.

ctc market

opp our hotel

Bangkok trip was great. Thanks to company of Poh.

First few days we were quite blur roaming around aimlessly. But the last few days were great as we meet up with Ben Ho and Hou Hao, as well as Kovit and Jason. Thanks Kovit for the treat at paragon, its a nice restaurant and im definitely going back if theres a chance.

Just nice Ben Ho were going with their supervisor while Kovit is there for work n a getaway i suppose. Its nice to meet up with friends overseas.

Definitely want to make my way back for more. We just didnt had enough as the first few days were all wasted, esp with Poh slping like a pig till late. Well, im sure the last few days made up for it.

Looking forward to my next trip Ipoh/KL 19-21 sept and maybe genting 1-3 oct. Anyone interested?

anw, ive been working since i returned to sg. and its gonna be the last week of work for me as im quitting. taking a one month break. hahaha. with no cash coming in, hopefully i'll make it thru. goodnight guys!

p.s. omg im gonna enlist soon :( i miss bkk n taiwan.

2009-08-04T00:37:00.001+08:00

Fucking stress with my life.

FMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFMLFML.

ugh. gym is good. ball is good.

Race Against Time

2009-08-03T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone!

im back from a week of work. Its really tiring ~ what to do, night job. I need money for food, hp bills, enjoy with my queen and family and for gym. haha. zzz.

Really love this little time for myself. Like today...

Force myself out of the bed(3rd day alr!), work out, have a good meal(KFC) with Kok and Zoe, home for a little bit of TV, and then sit in front of my computer, catching up with friends, reading blogs etc. so relaxing.

http://www.matthew-zachary.blogspot.com/

Matthew is my classmate during my poly year 1. Came across his blog only today, omg im so outdated. (he used to blog but he closed it).

I think his blog is very inspirational and i really enjoyed reading his posts. They give me hopes. haha. I mean, its somehow similar to Wu Zun's one, just that his is more precise and detailed, sharing their journey in life and success. Its an honour to have known him and i wish the best for him and his future endeavours. Have a good read ppl <:

Work kills mannn, i wonder whats life gonna be for me 10 years down the road? anw, happy 30th birthday Xiao Zhu! haha that ep of bfb is so fucking nice. Its super random cuz he and WuZun are 10 years older than me lol.

Fuck man, life is srsly stressing me out. Im constantly worrying for my future and totally not enjoying any of the present. There are so many "i want to...." but its not happening. Damn.

Just found out in gym today that Kok is enlisting on 6th Oct. Glad to have so many friends enlisting on the same date man. And so we go on to talk about NS life. How sucky and all..... Whenever i think of only being able to book out on friday nights and having to book in on sunday evenings... the feeling is @!$@%#$%@$#%#$

I want to go bkk, phuket, tioman, taiwan, kl, genting before i enlist can?

Should i study after i come out or head all out for my dreams?

I wanna stay in Taiwan/States for good. with my baby. enjoy the relaxing life only. only part of it is. i know.

fucking hell, i shall go and dream now. bye. i forgot my actual reason for blogging.

Ride No More

2009-07-20T20:19:00.005+08:00

Guess many of you already know, ive sold my bike. Reason is because i dont wanna extend my insurance and roadtax,

my friend is urgent to get his bike,

and im upgrading(hopefully!).

So my experience with public transport these days havnt been good, squeezing with ppl in the fking bus and all. arghh, thinking of it just makes my heart itch for super4. With the price of insurance hiking and all, may have to wait till im 21 since my glory days are over(haha right cheng?).

Life now is pretty much the same, except that im quite into gym. Been working out really frequent and crazier with Kok. Crazy as in really crazy, until i had trouble carrying my shoe bag home, having trouble gripping the poles in bus and knocking onto ppl, having trouble washing my hands and face, and cannot even shower. Fortunately im not riding? for i have no idea how the fk can i ride back home..

I still love this pain. haha. Wonder how's Ben and Wensheng feeling after ytd's workout? I think mine's gonna hurt for a week, damn. :D

Have your chests grew by a cup?

Tmr is rest day and i shall head for my Revision Circuit! Been weeks since i last rode! Broom broommmm!

P.S. For ppl who just passed 2B, i will strongly reccomend you to get spark or phantom. Its just for one year and why would you guys wanna spend so much more than what you actually should and the main concern is your SAFETY. Just a have look at the price of the insurance for the different categories you will know which bike is safer ok.

For ppl who are rich ive got nth to say, pay the price for a nice bike with GENERALLY bad condition:) if you got lotsa money for repairs, why not?

I dont believe your heart wont move a bit when you sit on a 400cc bike as u take your class 2A.

Another thing,

Ive been trying to go on a diet by getting hams, lettuce and wraps from cold storage as my meals and i think its really a nice place to shop for healthy food. so fresh i like.

On a contrary, recent trips to jb was sooo great! the shopping paradise, massages and big feasts. omg. What more can i say? hahaha. JJ said its heaven ~ me and wj were laughing our asses off when he can smoke outside the sauna room. woots.

Its hard to be on diet, esp living in SG. :(

Days have never been better with Queen around. Im really happy for her in getting her Class 3 licence. Gonna count on you these days alr ok? hahaha.. the way she drive really super cute. Sucha small girl driving one big car. Hope your body wont cramp each time u drive ok... Its really cute btw. Thanks for always being ard. love you :)

Bad!

2009-07-07T14:28:00.004+08:00

Think my body is kinda screwed, or damn screwed...

Days which im working, usually wed-sat, i'll slp from 7am to 7pm, and then head to work. Days which im not working, no matter what time i slp, i will wake up at 7am. I dont know why is this happening but it is!

Am tryna do smth about this shit. Mum's nice to load me with chicken essence and bird nest. Speaking about bird nest, they are really nice i swear. Neo bought for mum the other time, but mum dont really like birdnest so sis had most of them. I was coughing that time and so i only had a sip from sis and its god-like. Anw thanks mum i love you.

So days for me now -

Working lesser already, felt that its almost time i take my break before i enlist, to travel to Bangkok, Bali and probably Malaysia. I dont mind Taiwan or HongKong too srsly. Shall come up with a good plan with those who are interested.

Off days i will slp early, as early as 10pm, and wake up at 7am, head for breakfast at cwp, home to rest, online a bit, gym, meet up with neo, home and slp. Simple and healthy days ; made me felt so nice and good. The guys are all busy with school and projects ; i really feel like just chilling in town during the day but dont know who to call. zzz. maybe if you guys happen to read this can call me if you're off from school?

haha, i used to live a different life from ppl because of my work, my hours dont usually tally with the world. Now that i work lesser i somehow feel the same too, because im still a free man while my friends have school, work in the day etc.

well....

On the ligher note,

I've not just enrolled for my class 2A, in fact im done with the 3 pracs. Waiting for my tp on 11 aug. Luck or skill or luck and skill to pass each time i take. Hopefully my tp goes well just like my prac 3 evaluation with 14 pts. woots.

Super 4 version S or vtec 3?

Peektures!

2009-07-07T12:05:00.012+08:00

Ipoh - some famous dishes (miss that place terribly)

coach we took is so fucking cool, massage chairs, movies, games. (wait till i upload the ones i took back to sg from sunway, even better!)Neo's DOU Dance Recital - Man, its a great concert with different genres of dances for eg. ballet, belly etc.

Thanks Kelvin for the company.

Sending off Rena Donaldson

She in town for 8 weeks for Singapore Fashion Festival. (Working for Avenue Models)

Hope you're enjoying yourself back in Calgary! All the best!

Graduation - Sorry for taking so long Jansen!

Dad wants to grad too!

Space - knew her through idare, we're the only few thats graduating... miss idare times.

the various kinds of notes they have.Yansoon's Birthday surprise!Wensheng's cutting power..

Thank you

2009-06-29T02:40:00.004+08:00

Couldnt post the pictures yet because iphone and com have some conflicts with each other.

Been googling on this "blue screen of death when plugging in iphone to my com" thingy.

Didnt know so many people have this problem as well haha.

Hope my iphone doesnt die on me soon as i cant update it!

I will try to update pictures soon! :D

Anw, me and girl are fine already, thanks everyone for the concern, love you guys. muacks.

Sorry

2009-06-24T20:03:00.001+08:00

(Guan's blog)

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out In Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water. We had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girl's eyeballs." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said, "You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together or, I was lounging before the computer, visualising Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way. "Suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

Once again, Dew said to me. "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?" Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you". She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "Why?" I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me. "You are not a man!" At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions. She didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple. Our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember." "You carried me in your arms." She continued, "So, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce." She said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly. "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realised that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualisation of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now." She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realised that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead, "You got no fever." I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew. I can only say sorry to you. I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote. "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

i hope u can forgive me
perhaps someday in the future
or maybe not

Back!

2009-06-14T08:23:00.005+08:00

(Sorry for the lack of pictures in this post as I can't upload them from my phone and camera.)

Im back from Ipoh and Kuala Lumpur!

The trip was a great one, a new experience for me as I travelled alone. So from where i last posted, I've got a job in KL on the 9th so i decided to go for it.

Left ipoh on the 8th with my mum to KL.

She bought tickets of coach Sri Maju from ipoh to KL at 4.15pm, and I had dim sum right after i woke up from my sleep and then prepared to leave Ipoh for KL. (My mum wanted to accompany me to KL as she was worried although i asked her to stay in ipoh)

It was a tough decision, i wanted to stay in Ipoh longer for the food and the laid back lifestyle but at that point in time i felt that i should go to work and come back again some day.

Right? Anyone wanna go Ipoh? We can go anytime. KL and Malacca also can.

We reached KL at around 8pm that day. I was on my way to Sunway Pyramid to meet my boss while my mum decided to return to Sg straightaway. So i roamed aroud the area and we walked to a bus terminal. From there i got her tickets back to Sg (was worried for her safety then). Made constant phone calls to her to make sure she is safe all the time.

Time is 830pm, mum went back and im all alone in KL.

From the Bus terminal, i walked around slowly, checked out the place, then began asking for directions to sunway pyramid. I didn't want to take the taxi even though my mum ask me to, dont want to get cheated of my money.

Fortunately for me, i was wandering around on my own until I found a bus stop which has the bus to Sunway lagoon. It only cost RM2! hehe, damn happy.

But the moment i board the bus i got a little scared. The bus is quite crowded with many people, mostly malay and indian men. Me, carrying a bagpack, shades hanging onto my black tank, hand holding a hoodie, squeeze at the back row in between them.

Thoughts of being robbed surfaced (haha) my mind was thinking like, if i were to get robbed, should i fight back or give them what they want. bla bla bla.

Was told that the trip to sunway was about 40-45 mins. I just sat quietly and kept looking out of the window hoping to see Sunway lagoon. After some time, most of the passengers had alr alighted and the bus was quite empty. I tried to remain calm. Fortunately, the guy beside me somehow realised that i was quite lost and he seemed to know that im heading to sunway, and he told me that I'm reaching my stop, how nice :D

One thing about the buses there is that you can alight anywhere you want, meaning as long as you press the bell, after 3 seconds the bus will stop for you to alight. Good in some sense.

I alighted and is awed by Sunway Pyramid. Its a new shopping centre beside sunway lagoon i think? Its so big! even bigger than vivo!

I called Kovit then just nice they went out to have their dinner. So i walked around in the enormous shopping mall trying to find food, i was starvingggg! The concept of the mall is very nice!

While i was in the coach with my mum, i kept reminding myself to take the camera from her bag, which i forgot to! Pictures are taken with my iphone, and as the quality sucks, i didnt take much :(

I make myself more hungry by walking along the food street in the mall, and finally settled at AnW. It sucks to the core, i had AnW twice at KL, both as bad. The quality of the food is not anywhere near any sg fast food restaurant i swear. After the sucky dinner i walked around again, checking out the fantastic place on my own.

Settled down at starbucks as my legs couldnt take it anymore. Waited for them to come back then before we headed back to hotel room to rest!

As i came last minute, it didn't feel nice to share the bed with benson and alex so i slept on the couch. After my shower, the both of them were on their snoring mode alr, one was thunder another a train. knn, fucking noisy till i cant slp, it was cold and the couch is so uncomfortable. zzz. didnt had a good rest.

Stupid benson had his alarm set in his phone and guess what? He left it just above my head. the previous night i told them not to wake up so early which they agreed to, but the stupid alarm went off at 6am, ringing all the way till 7am. how to slp? Couldnt take it so I woke up to freshen up. I tried waking them up, and they still can ask why i wake up so early, zzzz. Tell me how to not wake up so early la. hahaha. I think I only had two hours of sleep.

Work, work, work. Puma Fashion Show in a club. bla bla bla, got to know a few malaysian models and asked them about the market there etc....

Finished work at night, had a great dinner. Anw thanks kovit for everything, i didn't even pay my food, accomodation and travel expenses.

Went to roam around at night, walked past a pub with live band, TOTALLY LOVE IT. It's sort of like my dream, opening a pub with live band and performing, the two guys were great. They played mandarin songs on the piano. pics will be up.

After that we went to look for massage, couldnt find any, so took cab to KL's city area, as they have 24 hours. The rate is 60RM for 70mins after bargaining, we didnt have enough and extended for 15mins. hahaha, its really good. very professional. i had foot reflexology too, not just body massage. As some of you guys know, my feet are very sensitive, but i just gave it a try and i really like it. I was clenching my fist most of the time though. 忍啊!

Had KFC breakfast and went back to the hotel.. slp at 6am after soaking in the bathtub. Train and thunder didnt even shower, think it's because of the massage they had, too shiok already. I came out from my bath to see the busy and super noisy room. This time, i didnt care and just squeezed myself with benson on the bed, snatched his blanket hahaha! smelly ass never had his shower and brush his teeth!

I had a good breakfast the next day, actually I had good food everyday. thanks to kovit. After meals we have desserts, after desserts lim teh. We went for massage again before we left for Sg as we still had time! The second time I had thai massage, body and feet! It was even better than the one in the city. omg, shiok la. My feet didn't felt as sensitive alr, I see that I've improved a little, ahaha.

It was my first time taking the aeroline bus back to Sg, it was a super high class bus with staff serving food and drinks. It's a double decker bus. We settled down below, which is like a resting corner while we had our damn nice chicken rice. went up to slp when I felt tired while the rest continued slacking below. Watched tv after a short nap, it was showing THE HULK. I can still remember that time when i was watching the movie with my buddies, halfway through the movie i went out to talk to jann baby till the movie ended. So this time i managed to watch the whole movie! yeah! :D

Reach Sg at 11pm at vivocity. Took a train back to wdls, wah the journey was damn long sia. Missed my bike. Tried to start my bike the next day, but couldn't so I took a cab to work with poh. damn it. luckily for me, I tried to push start and it worked. if not I will have to tow it to the bike shop.

I've been working from that day onwards, until today.

bear with me for the pictures!

On a sidenote, been bloghopping recently to see how my friends are doing. Seems like a few of them are quite lost. Actually i thought im very bad alr, but after reading their post, i feel that im not that bad afterall and there are always many ppl who are in a lousier state than myself. esp ppl from other countries, the villagers.. the beggars.. they are all so far back behind. That's why i keep reminding myself to be contented with what i have and not ask for anything more.

I really hope for the better days to come for all my friends. If you guys need ears, shoulders or whatever, you can always call me up anytime! I'm back and free! even if i happen to be working you guys can still come to my workplace, i treat u all drinks! haha. city life sucks i know.

Life's like a roller coaster, there are good and bad times. But when you are at the lowest point in life, the only way is up, you go.

its ok to get lost, everyone will be lost at times, but what's important is finding the right way back into life. and doing the things you love most.

(Sorry for my bad english because i'm too tired to care, wanna slp alr just returned from work!)

Getaway!

2009-06-08T01:09:00.003+08:00

Thanks baby, dad and sis for sending me and mum off. Ive decided to acc my mum to ipoh as she needs a break. well, me too.
Reached Ipoh at ard 530am. slp a while then went out to eat.
Managed to have my hair cut. the hairdresser is good man. i keep wanting to fall aslp as she is very dedicate with every slice of the sissors. and she took damn long to finish cutting my hair. yawns.
Went back aunt house to slp then wake up go out eat again.
Though its unhealthy, but i prefer this kind of peaceful life.
Ipoh's all about good food! i think its because of the mountains and water or smth like that if im not wrong.

Anw we took five stars instead of the usual lousy coaches but to my dismay, i couldnt slp at all. perhaps this is due to my working hours.

May be heading to KL on my own tmr as there might be a show at sunway lagoon. Shall see how!

good night peeps!

2009-06-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

Leaving for Ipoh in an hours time.

Will be back next week.

Take care guys.

2009-05-29T07:09:00.002+08:00

upload until i tulan, srsly damn slow luh. pls view the rest from FB. sorry and thanks.

officially graduated from Ngee Ann Poly. Pics will be up soon :)

Gab and Kel bday party pics at FB. Happy 21st again bros!

Gonna enrol my 2A on 25th June. BBDC actually send me a letter haha.

Its fucking early now and im still trying to update my blog. zzz.

Gonna go Piano Club concert later on at 7pm to support Ding Ren cuz he's singing. Jia you!

All the best to Cheng, Yansoon and Stacey and whoever i know who's performing for Momentum 09! Dont think i can make it to support you guys cuz im gonna work the whole of saturday :(

Im a workaholic.

Im beginning to see no meaning to life. until i knew this guy called Lu Guang Zhong. He still give me some hope.

What and who do i live for?

People all complain they no money, ya maybe they still schling. I now keep working got money, but no where spend. Dont ask me give you. Keep working working working, earn alot of money. But what for? Am i happy not? Everyday doing the same thing. Slp at 8am. wake up 6pm. go work. again. Sometimes gym. For what? i dont know? look good?

Happiest moments of my life? Before enlistment? NS is shit, even no life? After ORD lagi worse? need to work? Marriage? Career? smlj, what is life? why am i born?

2009-05-29T05:34:00.011+08:00

2009-05-28T19:51:00.006+08:00

anyhow upload. more to come.

Taiwan/Hong Kong April 2009

2009-05-07T07:10:00.001+08:00

Sorry for dragging the post till now as i had been working all long since returning to sg.

So here it goes.....

Quarreled with my girl the night before i fly, and even just before i check in. It was quite stupid. Couldnt slp for the night and had to wake up at 5am. Feeling tired but light.

Everyone was so excited and looking forward to the trip. People like Daryl is flying for the first time hahaha, felt so happy for him. Poh and Gab's parents were the only one who came to send us off. Neither of our girlfriends came, i think they have their reasons but i forgot alr.

Checked in. Shopped in the transit area, saw the burberry belt which i wanted but they told me not to get it first as we wont wanna carry so many stuffs ard, to taiwan, then to hk. But fuck that! when i reach sg that night and went to get it, i had to pay for the tax. haha, and i didnt know that, well if i did i would have gotten it alr. tsk, nvm, i still got it.

3 hours flight

Transitted over at hk airport at 1pm, not much difference from changi airport but was great and huge. Didnt really have time to walk much as we had 1 hour of transit time and 3/4 of it is spent walking from one gate to another gate.

1 hour flight

Reached Taipei at 4+pm, the airport kinda suck. Quite old... Dont even have sensors for us to walk thru, means we can bring any thing in... including guns? Shi Long (De Min's friend from sg who returned to taiwan) is already waiting for us at the airport with a mini van. Managed to squeeze the 10 of us. Btw, Jin Jian and Jin Hong came to meet us the following week as they have things on... First! We went to a university at the mountains, weather's already cold enough, can you imagine up high into the mountains. Scenery is damn freaking beautiful, went around the school, watch people played basketball friendly game, thats indoor, then out to the open. I srsly dont know how they can play in such a cold weather, we tried. We dont even prespire at all, hands went numb, could even shoot. had fun playing with all the guys though. hahah. quite an experience. Maybe when they come to sg they will think we are crazy, weather so hot still go out into the sun and play. lol. and and, no wonder like in Hot Shot, they wear sweaters and long pants to play, so handsome can. If down here we wear that, will faint in an hours time of playing. next up went to Stage at Hsimending, then to ma la steamboat restaurant for our first meal. Everyone's hungry and craving for some, not some, a lot of food so we went for steamboat. Quite disappointed that the things they have over in Stage-Hsimending was much more lesser than the one at far east plaza, which is alr pathetic enough. The ma la steamboat is nice though, extra spicy soup to warm ourselves from the cool weather and free flow of drinks to relief from the spicyness. SHIOK! After that we drove to TaiChung to check in our hotel. Its called Honeydew Fashion hotel. Quite a good hotel for the price. worth it. thumbs up. By the time its alr near midnight. Most of them were alr very tired from the plane and transits so they fell aslp few moments upon checking into the hotel. Me and Daryl and a few others went to look around the place, the weather is really cool, love it to the max. went to a mac just opposite our hotel to have supper. Main purpose is actually to try macs from taiwan. Surprisingly, their food is a bit cheaper than what we have in sg, fresh and nicely done. variety wise, pretty much the same, oh they have 2 piece chicken. very satisfied. just that they dont offer chilli and curry sauce, or whatever sauce. they only have pepper and tomato sauce. awww. for that, points off. while kel, gab and zhi qing went back to catch some winks, me and daryl couldnt slp as we were both very excited. so eventually we hanged around at the hotel lobby using the computer and chatted with the lobby staff. till about 5+am.

Day 2.

We had to wake up as early as 9am, wanted to have breakfast at the hotel, but the food kinda suck. so we went to macs again! to try their breakfast. It was great! haha breakfast is a lot cheaper than sg. i had hot cakes. the guys couldnt stand the hotel's breakfast and all came to macs. hahaha. After breakfast we went to Yi Zhong Jie. A famous shopping fun street in TaiChung. The place is really great. Its a shopping paradise. Something like bugis, but its open air, and its cool! not like bugis so hot. zzz. they have nice food, big variety of things a teenager can get. oh something about taiwan, they like to open their own shop with their own brand. cool right. things are about the same except for the brand. Spend a whole lot of time over at the entire area. Its totally a different experience to sg. As in sg, its all shopping malls, and we usually walk within the shopping mall and thats it. easy to find things from the mall itself. over there, its all streets and streets covering a huge radius. thankfully, weather provides free air con. if its summer, its gonna be soooo hot. which i dislike. We attracted stares almost everywhere and i think the reason for that is because of our dress code. we had mostly skinnies and fitting tee. over there is all baggy and label tees. we're more american apparel and they're into jap style. i still rmb the crowd over at levis. imagine a huge crowd over at levis at 12 noon queuing just to get in to get edison's crossover levis. well. Shopped till evening, shilong came to pick us up after his exam paper! he's damn nice i swear. After walking for so long, i didnt get anything, the rest bought this and that. mvp goes to daryl. he's crazy. buy like mad only siozxc. claps.

We went back to hotel to collect our lagguage and move to a bungalow! The bungalow is fucking power la. 5 floor high including the basement. A backyard, facing mountains, alot of friendly dogs outside :D i like. home karaoke, many bathrooms, many bedrooms, tvs, chess, mahjong, uno, and whatever la. its the house of everything. The feeling is just like living in a chalet with all ur friends, shower tgt, sing tgt, shout tgt, fuck each other, dont let each other slp. nb. until neighbour complain, police came, hahaha we were all in underwears and boxers. think the police also scared la, thought this is gay party or what. zzz. its fucking funny. Settled down and went to Fung Jia night market. Holy shit, the amount of food they have, can make me fat in days la. and its nice one k, not like sg pasar malam. lol. shopped abit. its all about eating and eating ... in the night hungry will eat their cup noodles. totally trash what we have here. slp at 4am. fucking fat alr.

Day 3.

Woke up at 830am!! wtf! to prepare to go to the theme park. called Leo Fu Village! Theme park is huge, inclusive of a zoo in it. We had free entry as we went to collect the tickets from taiwan tourism board in sg. its a promotion or smth. the rides are not scary enough i think. few of them is fun still, like the free fall for eg. went for 3 times. hehe. oh ya, before we head to the theme park, we went over a road side stall to get breakfast to eat in our van. the food is soooo good that i swore im gonna eat again before i leave taichung, and i did! its super cheap, at 29nt which is 1.50 sgd!, for a sandwich and a soya milk or ice tea. can u imagine!!! fuck man! obviously we got the correct guy to be our tour guide. we save on transport also btw, as we only need to rent a van. it runs on diesel. on bad thing about taiwan is that its too big, haha, to travel from tapei to taichung takes 2 hours. and during the rides we just slp, at first everyone will be so high and talk and talk, soon one by one begins to slp. lol la. we went to the zoo after the theme park, and left in the evening. went for dinner at a famous zi cha place. forgot the name of it alr sorry. after the great dinner went back to Yi Zhong street for shopping, but this time went to a shopping centre before roaming the streets. A few of them grabbed alot of head porters, i didnt, cuz it doesnt really attract me. shops were alr closing by then, went to their 24 hours carrefour to stock up for our bungalow or chalet or whatever u call it, then havoc, then slp. fuck tired man.

Day 4.

slp to my max, woke up at 1 plus. was actually woken up at 9 plus by voices of daryl and weijun. they freaking wake up at 9am to sing. wth! imagine me waking up at times by the blasting of their voices. zzz. i was like thinking when i woke up at 1 plus, wtf, theyre still singing! they got so high can! treating the rest as fans of by3, their duo name. even had a kid to sing with them. the kid is the bungalow's owner's son. Packed and prepare to leave for taipei. oh i forgot to say shi long's gf joined us for the night. send her gf back to her university, then to airport to pick up jin hong. he is very angry as we took a long time to reach the airport. told ya, taiwan is big, we took an hour to send his gf, and another hour to reach the airport. sorry bro! a few of them had already ran out of cash, so they change over at the airport. Checked in at Nei Jiang hotel in taipei. quite a good hotel i would say. its at hsimending area. time check 7pm. Dinner at I-ramen in hsimending. The place is nice, weather is nice. food is nice. i had this hell spicy ramen, its the name of the dish im not joking and its hell spicy. spam lemon tea. mouth swollen. tsk. but i like it. shop a bit and shops were closing soon. me kel and gab bought alot of chocolates from shopisca, so much that we even became their member! thats for the day and we went back to the hotel to have some rest. had a small meeting for the next few days programmes. send shi long to bus terminal back to tai nan. walk for about 30 mins to the bus terminal hahaha. and back! zzz. his bus journey is 4-5 hours ok! from one end to another end of taiwan. i think by the time we wake up the next morning he just reach home sia. slp at 4am.

Day 5.

Woke up at 1040am. Rush to prepare. Went over to Dong bu. East area. Sogo and sogo. dont know why so many sogo down there. Basically its like paragon and taka. super ex stuffs. we were not interested at all, so we split up, demin with daryl and gang. me with gab, kel, zhi qing and zi kun. we were walking in breeze centre and asking for directions. and we came to meet this guy called Mr Johnny Wang, a owner/doctor of a surgery clinic. He led us around, treat the 5 of us to a meal at a restaurant, showed us around his clinic and even ask his wife to come down and drive us around taipei. omg, did i mention that ppl over there are all very warm, welcoming, generous and nice! His wife drove us around city hall, yan ming shan, the scenery is omg as u can see from my facebook! took damn lots of pics. after which the wife drop us at shi lin night market to meet up with demin and all. shi lin night market has alot of good food and stuff. its very very big. the arcarde itself has 4 storeys, bowling, and many others which we cannot find here. i spend quite alot of money playing the games down there. hahaha. keep losing somemore :( ppl there too pro srsly. bought stuffs for friends. ppl like daryl, again, whack like mad. shop shop shop like cash machine. hahah. Train back to hsimending to get food back to hotel and enjoyyyyyyyyy. tv a bit then slp.

Day 6.

woke up quite late like 11 plus? hsimending again, shinjuku plaza, a very very very good place to get label stuff! cdg, clot, 2nd hand branded, basically things the guys love! walk up and down shinjuku plaza to get the best price... as they are all resellers who bought them at their own price. dont know u ppl understand or not. but nvm, ya thats how things work. Went to wu fen pu in the evening, my sis's fav place. i dont really like it as the stuffs there are not suitable for me? females will definitely love that place. ^^. its mostly clothes and not much food. back to hotel to put our shopping bags then to a club called 9 percent. its tuesday and the club has not much ppl. mostly tourists from tokyo and hongkong. had a great time with the guys as drinks are free flow, so we just drink and drink and drink. i fell aslp the moment i reach the hotel. thanks daryl for taking care of me!

Day 7.

Woke up late, hsimending, shinjuku plaza. the place is really so big that we need days to like understand it, in order not to be so impulsive, so we have to check various places of certain stuffs before we buy. back to hotel to put our shopping back and set off for taipei 101. took the fastest lift in the world. see my facebook for pics ok! after taipei 101 had dinner at a nearby macs. then walk to a club called lava. its famous so we decided to take a look. alot of ppl down there and we ended up inside. free flow of drinks too! club entry is 600nt for lava and 500 for 9 percent, which is, 25-30 sg dollar. but comon, free flow of drinks. a little heart pain, as i dont have to pay to enter phuture. its a wednesday night and the club is packed with ppl. it was an eye opener for me. the music there is way better than local clubs. although they dont dance to the music, as they dont uds eng, but the atmosphere rocks. they had girls who are sporting enough to go up the stage to dance. the winner takes it all, a red packet of 3k NT. trust me, if time allows, the girls will strip everything. the dj rocks. hahaha. that night i didnt have much drinks. phoebia from the previous.

Day 8.

Check out at 12pm, some last minute shopping at hsimending. i realised i got most of my stuffs till the last minute, just like studying. dont know why also. Zhi qing lost his hoodie. Kel lost 2000 NT, which is 100 sgd. went to the airport at 3pm and waited for hours. we too kiasu, scared plane fly away.

to hong kong......

reach hong kong at 10pm. check in at Hotel Royal Pacific. a 4/5 star hotel. very much different from what we had in taiwan. its super grand! we were all shocked, thought that jin jian made a mistake and we had to pay alot. but luckily we didnt, each room is about 150 per night for 2. but we squeezed 3 into one room as the number of rooms is not enough. had dinner over at tim sha tsui then back to rest.

Day 9

Headed to Central, Causeway Bay, Times Square, Stage-HongKong, finally found my hoodie there! love it man, to the max. Its $173 sgd, more ex than what we have in sg, but i think its worth the buy. havnt seen anyone wearing that before. Central, Times Square and Causeway Bay is a good place to shop for branded stuff i feel. we totally love the place. Went to the biggest Agnes B ive ever seen in my life. haha. duh right. so big. look at my fb ppl! This day was a rush, went over to the wax mueseam. took fucking hell lots of pics. Had bk at the peak. its so ex, costs about 10-11 sgd for meal. dbl mushroom swiss. head over to Mong Kok, Ladies street after that. another shopping paradise where we can bargain. had a hard time searching for toilet. my bladder was about to burst really. Legs about to crack from all the walking. Went for dessert at a famous restaurant. Its a long day and me jinjian and weijun decided to go for a full body massage. ended up its only back. we got cheated! and it isnt nice at all. sucks to the core. wasted 99 hk dollar on it, which is about 20 sgd. grr. think of it also mad. after the massage guess what, we had mac for supper! the mac at hk simply sucks. service sucks, food sucks. price ard the same. hk ppl and taiwan ppl are so different can, they are much more arrogant. dont like sio. back to rest at 3am.

Day 10.

Woke up at 11am to check out. last minute shopping around tim sha tsui area. thats when i bought the most things also. lol. hk street label ftw! cab to airport at around 3pm. check in early to shop in duti free. the burberry belt is more ex so i went back to sg to get it. home sweet home. Girlfriend didnt came to receive me as she got dance rehearsal. thankfully Jon came to pick me and weijun home. had dinner at 515 and saw sis.

guess thats all about the trip. happy reading guys. will edit when ive the time. its 710am and i need some slp! pictures in the next post and in fb.

Am missing the good weather, good food, good company and the good life.

All good things come to an end.

But every end is also a new beginnging.

Thanks for the memories guys!

2009-04-15T04:03:00.000+08:00

Taiwan rocks! will be back on the 18th! Cheers!

2009-04-08T23:54:00.006+08:00

Flying off to Taiwan and Hong Kong in 9 hours time, will be back on the 18th. May be extending our trip as some unfortunate things happened to one of us. But only me and Daryl's gonna stay with him if possible.

I dont know why i dont feel anything for the trip yet. zzz. havnt even pack my laggauge. and gonna miss 2 bboy classes. !@$@!#%. Anw, thanks for all the wishes and blessings ppl:)

Congrats to you Cheng! Now you can treat your family KFC! hahaha.

Caught The Shinjuku Incident ytd. I think its a great movie, although Jackie Chan doesnt fight that much. Compliments to his acting.

Contentment is the key to happiness.
Dont get too ambitious.
Whatever you do, always remember there's always somebody out there less fortunate than you but maybe living a happier life.
Human nature,
You always want what others have and you don't, And once you got it you tend to get sick of it.

God bless everyone safe, healthy and happy. Good night.

2009-04-03T18:48:00.003+08:00

Ive no choice but to drag this post till today, because i start work at 9pm. Been working at Le Noir ever since i came back to sg from bintan. My working hours are like 5pm-3am. Closing drag till 4 plus the need to fill my empty stomach for the whole day, i usually reach home at 6+, 7+. And im riding, not even taking the company's transport, i get to slp at 8am in the morning. Waking up at 3pm, and heading to work again. This goes on and on and on. Guess im gonna die soon being a second hand smoker and my working hours etc. Days which im off are often spent with my girl, if not my closer friends and still, i will reach home at 7am and slp at 8. This is so because whenever we meet its already night and time spent tgt will always not be enough so we dragged till the next morning. And through all those, i have really forgotten when's the last time i slpt before midnight.

Not to worry, im only working till this sunday and gonna give myself a break from mon to wed, just to workout and spend time with ppl i have not been spending time with. I need to tune my body clock back to normal as im flying to taiwan this thursday! so we wont waste too much time slping over there as almost all of us are night lifers.

I really really love all the ppl around me, my family, my girlfriend, my buddies, my friends, everyone.

I will always reach home when my mum is leaving home, and sometimes we even bump into each other in the lift. She will always be smiling and say hi to me, and asked if i needed lunch. She's such a special mother who showers me with all the love and concern in the world. I will always be very tired and slp all the way till noon but whenever i wake up i will see lunch on the table. And she, will always be there to help me reheat the food, fried me an egg or 2 knowing i love her fried eggs while i was showering. That time when i was getting an iphone, she offered to share half of the costs. And when i told her i will be going to taiwan, she ask me to go ahead and have fun, she wants me to be happy and enjoy while im still young. Guess what, i just came out of showers and theres a whole stack of cash in taiwan currency. Words cant describe how much i love her. I have my bike because of her, i have my class 3 and 2b licences is also because of her. Recently, i told her not to give me allowances anymore, she told me that ive grown up and i could see the relief on her face. She shouted:"yeah, now can relax alr". I know my parents are working hard to support this family:) And in the future im gonna give them whatever i can.

I dont usually see my sis also, because she's having training daily. Must be so tough on her being the captain of the girls' team. Congrats for winning the MR 500! :D The last time we talk was when she asked me how was work and i told her that i keep being scolded by my manager and bullied by the staffs when weijun and poh were not around. She know that i will be going taiwan so she lend me her bag, help me highlight the places of interest as she just went on feb, tell me where must go, thanks sis! Reach out for your dreams alright!

Lovergirl is having her attachment, getting her class 3 licence, preparing for dance performance and so we're both very busy. But nonetheless, we always try to meet up when we're free. There's so many movies i wanna watch with ya! Thanks for always being there for me and sorry for the minimal time spent with you and having to slp alone at night.

Buddies like Gab, dont give up alright, you know i love you. pls hang on as im trying to pull you in. including Zi Kun and Ding Ren. Zi kun, sorry for not being able to celebrate your bday the other day, you know how much i wanna go. Cheng, im sure you can balance your time well with your girl, dance, work and family. i believe soon you can pay for KFC for your family! Hou Hao, im sorry i couldnt make it to malacca with you to visit your mum as im flying off to taiwan alr but i dont mind going with you again when i return, i promise. Kent, heard you got a new full time job, all the best and meet up soon. Jian Qing, Derek and Ding Ren, see you all on sat for breaking class and must teach me the 2 lessons which im gonna miss k. Jian Qing, i hope you will get to play in the last match of the compy and do a nice dunk for me k. hahaha. Kelvin, hows your hk trip? did you save up on the spendings just to spend with us? Kovit, sorry i havnt got the time to meet you up and collect my bday present! hope youre doing well! Rong hong, have fun in beijing ah! Yan Soon, congrats on qualifying for groove in the west, i believe in you and im sure you can pull off the best performances ever. ive got your back! jia you! The D bros, Daryl and Darren, it was nice meeting you the other day! Both of you are still as handsome as ever la! sorry for always delaying your trip to kbox. how about next mon, tue or wed? Weijun and Poh, thanks for always taking care of me ever since i joined you guys in this line. Wen Sheng, i know youre training real hard, fight for your seat alright. Jon, ben and weelee, how are you? hang out soon. Kok Lip, where have you been? how big now alr? Ding Ren, all the best to your recordings and performance in the piano concert, you know i will be there to support you right. Hong Wei, take care in NS k, im joining you real soon. i still have many things to say to many ppl but i really need to go! im rushing this post as i needa to set off for work alr!

Nothing in this wicked world last forever, even your troubles - Charlie Chaplin. Thanks Yiwen!

IDARE CAMP

The best camp ever! seriously ive never been to a camp as fun as this. I'll just summarise as i really got not much time left. Me Rong hong and Bear had breakfast at 515 before Raven came to pick us up. tanah merah ferry terminal. reached bintan, niwana resort camp site. ice breaker games were fun. geocaching, we won! hahaha. night walk. 2nd day, trekking, this is what i call trekking. the trails were tough and i was laughing at everyone cuz of the falls. in the end i had a huge one. T.T. Rafting was next. had to build our own raft and objective keep changing. I row the fucking raft till i sibei tulan, dont know why the girls enjoyed so much. fuck la. lol. next is RnR for preparation of campfire. 3rd day, high element, low element, paint ball, team challenge pyramid and campfire. This is the best day of the camp. Rong Hong was the man of the match for those elements. TCP is a new experience for me as we had to climb through obstacles of 25 metres high in 5s and if 1 member drop, the whole team drop. glad and proud that we made in through. 3 cheers for Rong Hong, really. respect. Campfire, the performances were awesome! Cheng i must say your group all stars really should win the best performance. anw, my team big boss performed on gang clashes and im a sissy boss. glad everyone enjoyed our performances and laugh their asses off. 4th day, debrief, beach activities, Jet Ski, lunch then back to sg. Jet Ski is like riding bike on water, no matter how fast i go i also not scared, cuz even if i fall also fall into the water. hahaha. no injuries. i know the feeling of going that fast on land alr so im not experiencing what they are. just that if it was longer, it would be better. back to sg, my clique went to cwp to watch race to witch mountian. so,so only. but dywane johnson always motivate me to workout. just nice. wanna know more about IDARE read Cheng's blog k!

oh ya, phuture on wed to celebrate jin hong and zi kun bday was damn great! its been long since we last went out tgt.

The past are all memories which stays intact in my mind, am kinda glad my life have been great so far. at the moment shall just life the present and not think too much for the future which will constitute the stress in me. awaiting for my next phase in life.

sorry for the lack of pics. will borrow cam from my sis to bring to taiwan. miss my handsome face not.

i hope i will have time to edit this post when im back from work. meanwhile i'll just post alright!

bye! <3s everybady! cheers and peace ah.

2009-03-14T01:01:00.004+08:00

3/12

Celebrated Zhi Qing's 21st over at Marina Barrage. Surprised as he didn't know that we will be there(nice one Fel). 21 slices of different cakes. Moved him to tears. Xing Wang supper.

3/13

Worked out. Headed to the airport at 1am to accompany Queen and co. Stayed till 7am to send Sam off to Orlando for her attachment.

3/14

Didnt manage to wake up in time for WGS carnival. A waste as it was a great chance to meet up with the woodgrovers! But luckily was on time for the job interview at Le Noir. Cabbed down with Cheng and Poh. Me and Cheng got the job. Will start work next friday, sat and sun straight after IDARE.

3/15

Worked out. Spent time with Queen after her work. Couldn't slp at night cuz i missed her and also excited for the camp.

Off to IDARE!

2009-03-10T19:51:00.006+08:00

Preglow for Idare at sentosa was great! Playing captain's ball with a fucking raw chicken! can you imagine? me and cheng literally broke the chicken into half, then half again. Its was fucking funny i swear, almost everyone was shunning the chicken. Except for Bear, who is a chicken catcher, super great in catching! That was the first experience in my life playing captain's ball with sucha thing, and torturing it into several pieces, im so sorry chicken! 2 of them somemore.

(Pics from preglow can be seen from cheng's blog cuz i cant grab them dont know why)

It was a great day somehow, after dinner with the guys i met up with queen for the movie Marley and Me. I must say the movie is worth the money even though i paid $20 for it. 5/5.
Almost everyone in the cinema is crying hahaha, what a sight. After that we went to west coast mac for supper. I manage to scare her with a lizard sticking to the glass! She screamed and attracted eyes. haiyo, so funny.

Am quite glad there's actually idare to keep me busy at the moment while i hunt for jobs. Will be leaving next monday! now gonna prepare some stuffs like cheers and flags etc. meeting up with the grps tmr to get those wu eh bo eh.

There's still things for me to do like going to get dance attire for my breaking class which starts right after i come back to sg from bintan, getting new helmets, work out, play guitar, find job.... and prepare for my taiwan trip. After meeting up with the guys to discuss for a few times, we realised we made a mistake, shouldnt have gone to taiwan for so many days and hong kong only 3d 2 n. I hope the msia and thailand trip can make up for it man.

Lastly, i hope for the best for all those having attachment! esp queen. if you get what i mean. you will get used to working life soon alright! eventually, after poly its either SIM or working alr. better cherish the time left ppl! luckily (not) guys still have ns?

2009-03-03T00:15:00.003+08:00

There's always a rainbow after the rain. - still rmb Gabriel telling me that a year ago when im so down in the middle of the night and cant slp.

Wondering what's with all the rain and rainbows these days.

Does it mean that God had cried enough and the economy is picking up?

I love the rain because i can slp better. But i havnt been.

I hate the rain because they make me wet and smelly. And i have to wash my bike.

Papers over. Hopefully i can grad:) havnt been slping enough for 10days. last night was the first that i can slp for more than 5 hours? anw doing good.

Ben's bday was spent at thompson's prata house and parklane. Can still rmb he chase me with the ice cream cake wanting to smash me cuz everyone had been hit except me. I ran into the cubicle and he tried to throw the cake from the next cubicle la, damn funny. And Wensheng you run a little bit too slow you mei you? lol.

Happy Birthday to Kent and Melvin too.

Next was Keith's 21st. He invited us to a buffet dinner at Copthorne Orchid. Enjoyed myself and caught up with Keith's Union. Then to town to meet the ballers to discuss bout trip. Productive. Before that had sec sch class outing! its been sucha long time and finally meeting up all of them to catch up. Mostly all are in Unis and NS alr. Time flies.

Alright guess thats all goodnight ppl, gonna wake up early for gym tmr. follow by a hair cut and enrol at osch but osch not opened on tue! wtf la. spoil plans.

2009-02-25T11:52:00.002+08:00

Here's a post after my first paper Business Analytics Intelligence. Still managable, better than i expected... i hope. Studying for this paper is really tough as i dont understand and had to count on pure memorising. 2 more papers to go, Brand and Marketing Management and IT law and governance, and im done with poly.

Sis is in taiwan, omg, when i send her at the airport on sunday, i was so looking forward to my turn. Waking up at 430am(mines not so early as we dont wanna cab down), feeling fresh and excited. hehehe. nvm it will come soon. She's been calling back daily to tell us how fun it is over there, the food, the shoppings! Somemore its cold with the soft sun shining on you giving you some warmth, playing street ball with the fresh air.

shall go catch some slp before i wake up for my revision. nights!

Tags

TWS: hahaha, its okay no worries haiyo.

xhui: yea am gonna enjoy myself before i enlist! life's short.

S: misa travel. www.airfares.com.sg. im going for 9 days including hk. haha, if you are getting you can choose the number of days, as long as not exceeding 14. :)

p: you are welcome, thanks cuz i still have. haha you too.

2009-02-21T02:06:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates, was busy preparing for my papers. Had a change in my body clock which i think was a success. Sleeping earlier than usual and waking up early to the library/gym with Raven was pretty productive. Don't really have time to come online, or had to keep myself from coming online because this distraction really takes up a lot of time.

As usual, blog hopped and posts of valentines day interests me. Was happy to know my friends and all had great time out with their spouses. I was in some of the places stated in their posts. Just that we didn't bump into each other!

Mine was very special, and coming to think that this is the first year im actually celebrating this day of the calender. To us, valentines day is nothing special because as long as we're together, everyday its valentines. So, we thought of asking our friends out, those who are not attached as those who are will be busy spending time on their own. We met up with Stacey for lunch at Billy Bombers, The Cathay after a long period of planning with Queen. Had a great meal, my first of the day, and i really find the food to the standard which i had expected. After which was to parklane's arcade for some fun. Stacey had to leave earlier to meet her friend when i already called Ding ren down. Well, so he reached and she left. No choice, Plan B. Walked around Plaza Sing, arcade again, this time not drums and electric guitar but basketball! hahaha. Clarke Quay for some drinks instead of Left 4 Dead. Thanks to Wei Jun for the drinks, he actually tried to bloat us with all the different drinks he offered us. The 3 of us each have 4 that night. Glad Ding Ren didnt mind hanging around with us, afterall we had so much fun, im sure he did :D

On the other hand, made my decision to stop playing competitive basketball. Guess its time to let go of things that doesnt belong to you anymore? after all these time. Though its really unbearable for me to just leave everything behind, but in life, we have to move on. Time for my dreams. Cheers.

Regarding my trip to Taiwan, the 9 of us had already bought our tickets at the price of $460 for not just Taiwan, but Taiwan + Hong Kong! As cathay airlines require transit in Hong Kong, we decided to stay there for 2 days before returning to Singapore! The promotion is still on, so if anyone wanna go, can contact me for more details. Not just this, I will be heading to Bintan for idare camp, thus will miss out from NP basketball camp. There's nothing i can do since i've already paid for the camp. haha. And and, i will still be heading to Bangkok and Ipoh after i come back from Hong Kong. Kovit just ask me to go KL for 4 days with him after my papers, which i may be since he's willing to pay for my coach and hotel fees. Seriously can't wait for my papers to be over.

Good luck for your exams all!

can't believe i teared for basketball again....

2009-02-14T01:38:00.006+08:00

Siam Lady: this is the wallet she gave!

who's nice enough to get me this? hahaha, am supporting him for the all star game, go and kick Kobe's ass man! When i go taiwan i sure will get this + USA olympics jersey.

Saying about exams, its my last after 13 years before i take a 2 years break from studying. But still, i hate exams! having to stress and study, oh my. Good luck to everyone having papers!

Something that is constantly lingering in my mind:

Why am i still playing basketball?

p.s happy vday my queen <3

2009-02-09T23:25:00.007+08:00

Her diy gift to match the pillows she
made the other time.

2 polos from buds and wallet from queen

Her diy cake which my mum didn't even know it's made by her. She said it's good and how on earth can a human even bake such a nice cake?!

2009-02-09T22:46:00.003+08:00

School's over, bye Ngee Ann Poly. Can't imagine time flies so fast. Just left with 3 papers on the 25th, 26th and 27th and im off for my long break.

Anw, life's been pretty good with trainings, working out, visiting etc. haha, whenever i see piano i will sit on it till we leave each time i go visiting. damn fun. i like.

After that im gonna take up break dancing, guitar and piano classes till i enlist! will be travelling as much as i can, if my budget allows. taipei, bangkok, ipoh, kl, bintan here i come!

love you baby neo! i will hold you when you fall. Dont worry, am back to training, not that weak anymore. lol.

bye people!

Bliss

2009-02-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the wishes! and everyone for your precious time you take out to celebrate with me. Really appreciate everything:) especially from dad, mom, sis, queen, carefree bros, ballers bros
and everyone who sms and msn me.

with much loves, Ron.

Happy Lunar New Year!

2009-01-27T18:13:00.008+08:00

Happy Niu Year to all! hope everyone will be blessed with happiness and safety. Have a good catch up with relatives we meet only once a year alright, give them especially your grandparents if theyre still around, a BIG TIGHT HUG!

Have been looking forward to the new year as i love being in festive mood, everyone will be smiling away. Further more i get to visit my relatives, really miss them as everyone will be so busy that we only meet on cny. Every year when relatives see you, they will comment on something abt you that is different from last year right? hahaha, so whats yours? My champion sister got the most change, lol cuz she's from dragonboat! i experienced that last year already. This year i got a new nick. h***s*** :x

My family only visit 2-3 places each year, and this year's basically the same. haha. One to my grandpa's and another to my grandma's and everyone will meet there. I like it this way cuz the atmosphere will be filled with !@$#@%#^#$.

2 things im not really interested in are those junkies(not talking about those good food like abalone and sharkfin) and red packets. Those junk food are crazily destroying my health and body and i guess i have to train doubly hard to get back on track :( And and, the money i received from red packets is very little as compared to all my friends :(

Anyone interested in visiting or going out can call me already okay, cuz im soo bored at home and the cinemas are so packed everyday. zzz.

After this new year i'll be back to school for my final presentations for the various projects and then my final exams! -- graduation! :D not forgetting turning 20 real sooooon. omg. Feeling quite old already. time really flies man, i was feeling rather young and wanting to grow up faster a few years ago, now i wanna grow younger. haha thats life! cherish and mai kp ok!

pictures from day 1 and ivp(np vs tp, sp vs np)

photo credits to sister and sporton

2009-01-21T00:39:00.009+08:00

Totally enjoyed Daryl's 21st birthday party, hope he did too! haha, we were talking about ghost stories until everyone's scared about going home at ard 4am. hahaha, but it was fun.

Resumed my weights training today, saw the regular(s) in the gym getting bigger, yet im getting smaller and smaller each day.... haha but nvm! big is not the sex anymore! Just gonna get slighter bigger and leaner with more definition, not like kok lip, whose weighing a massive 84kg now. Better run more alright! lol.

On a side note, after secondary school, poly life seems to be a breeze and now im left with 10 days that i need to attend school. Its quite sad as this may be my last time studying. Im so gonna work hard during the few months of break--> start to earn money ---> enlistment follows and soon ORD. Whats next? SIM? NTU? or work? dreams? Dear ppl, treasure your poly life while you still can because its coming to an end soon!

Not forgetting within my break before enlistment, The taiwan, bintan(idare) and thailand trip! im really looking forward to it manzz. guys pls confirm with me if youre going, the tentative date for taiwan will be 29march-4april / 5april-12april, either one.

Pictures from friendly against Singapore American School. Tagawa won the game, but i only get to play less than 5 minutes, a bit sad. They were all very tall, and good looking, hahah. not really muscular kind but got mass. i like. I think there will be another game, so whoever wanna look at hot guys(they're really hot i swear) just let me know.

P.s you are my everything

2009-01-17T02:22:00.006+08:00

I cant believe my dreams came true in the last match of my poly career. We defeated TP by 1 points having lost to them since i entered poly.

So.
Dreams do come true, in the most unexpected way.

Tomorrow there's a friendly match against the Singapore American School and i've been looking forward even before the IVPs started. After that shall head for Bro Daryl's bday chalet. Happy 21st! :D

2009-01-13T23:21:00.007+08:00

Ian's dog Fluffy, cute sio.

Weekend's over and Im back to sch, well im starting to love school because ive really not much time left. sigh sigh. And not breaking my promise, each day im in sch, i will head to makan place for lunch! hahaha.

Weekends were great.

Da Jin's 21st bday chalet over at pasir ris was a blast!! omg, has been such a long time since i last saw those dragonboaters, felt great to be catching up with them and know more about what im gonna face in few months time. aha. ++ to my feelings cuz queen came to find me after her work at eunos and joined us. It was so much fun with taboo, murderer and 20 sec cannot laugh. Each of us are suppose to go up there and do something to make ppl laugh. Jimmy banging his head on the door, oh my! haha, check up his blog for more info alrighty. Glad that queen followed me while i mingle with the rest and can click with their gfs. I know you are bored but im really very happy you being part of me.

Sunday was Tian Mu's celebration which he treated us for movie The Red Cliff 2. i would rate the movie 4/5. I simply love it, and its about war so its double love. We actually can learn things from such movies similar to IP MAN. Its nice la, ppl go watch k. Thanks bro and Happy 23th! haha omg im getting old alr. 20 less than a months time!

Good luck for those taking ECD paper tmr! esp queen..

2009-01-10T01:25:00.004+08:00

( Recent works)

Happy Birthday to all January babies! There're really too many to name! Will be meeting up with Tian Mu and heading to Daryl's and Dajin's chalet these 2 weekends.

WuZun's my recent inspiration, his blog rocks man, though he seldom updates. Bfb is another entertainment for my bad days. Thanks xiao zhu and xiao gui hahaha.

Be happy everybody....

P.S I love you queen. missed.

Turning 20

2009-01-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

Havnt been updating, sorry all. Was very busy with friendly matches, work and project. Today i worked the whole fucking day from 930am to 1230am wtf man. Rush here and there luckily i have a bike, so after my shoot straight away chiong from town to holland for work. Damn tired, tmr still have to work. Ytd itself friendly match in the morning at 9am, project at compass point at 1pm, shoot with felicia chin at 5pm and tagawa training at 7pm. In the end i kinda screw up cuz i was too tired. After the friendly match with Hwa Chong JC, i went home to get change for compass point. But i dozed off straight after i shower till 4.15pm. Was slightly late for the shoot, omg i must say felicia chin is sure hottt and she is damn professional. She can really act well and get into the mood for the shoot in seconds. After the shoot then she apologise cuz it was suppose to be a fighting scene in a club. After that i was feeling super weak, so went home and skipped training.

:(

Sigh, its a pity i have to burn my weekends away. Choices have consequences. I dont even have time to go supper with my brothers, movie with np team mates and such because i have to work the following day. But what matters is i dont regret my decision and is happy with it. Im turning 20 in no time alr, really have not much time to spend. Everytime i work ppl dont usually believe im 19, now im 20! omgshit. This year im gonna work extra hard for my dreams, after i graduate im so gonna work my assssss off! not forgetting my TAIWAN, THAILAND, BINTAN(IDARE), and MELAKA, KL trips! All these places im definitely going after i graduate from poly. Anyone interested to join me? (and my friends maybe?) Seriously cant wait!

On the other hand, im left with 6 weeks in sch only, minus weekends, e-learning week and mondays which i have no lessons, i have only 20 days left in sch. hahaha, so ppl, wanna see faster see ok. Heard canteen 1 is closed, theres a new food canteen KOUFU as well as SUBWAY, real one, not by the donut boys:D

Last but not least, i hope everyone will be safe and sound and be very HAPPY in the year of 2009! Chinese New Year is coming and im feeling the mood already yo. HUAT AH!

p.s. queen get well soon ok? please....

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

2008-12-27T20:41:00.007+08:00

Year 2008 is coming to an end soon and have you fulfill all your resolutions?

Christmas eve has been good with the party over at Gabriel's place as well as working as Santa Claus at Carlton Hotel. People were like asking me did i slim down because of the global recession, and also why did santa become younger. It was quite a fun job.

Christmas day itself i woke up at 5pm, went for dinner with my family at Woodlands Centre, the place i go very often when im young. Brought back alot of memories man. After that we pick up Queen from the station to my place. Feels great to drive my family around. But sometimes, i still prefer to ride as its more convenient.

Boxing day i had to wake up at noon to go to compass point for my marketing research project. My class consisting of 11 people, only 9 turn up, has to interview every outlet in the mall. Wtf, we took hours to do the interview facing many rejections as expected. Some were friendly though. After that head to redhill for Tagawa training. Rained at 9+ so went over to clementi for dinner with queen, stacey, jianqing, jinhong and weijun. After dinner send queen home and acc jinhong eat again at toh guan road.

Back home to change and put the cake Demin gave me, send weijun home to change also, then to 515 to meet Cheng, Ben, Wensheng and Yansoon. Slack a while before heading to the bball court for cheng to practice roller blading. Cheng then started teaching us bboy moves and everyone was so into it and started trying hahaha very fun:D

The 3 Ladies of my life.

2008-12-22T16:31:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone, my laptop crashed + reaching home at 3-4am daily explains why im not online for a week. Been busy with my NP and Tagawa trainings as IVP first game is on 5th jan. Playing till near end of month following by Division 2. Hopefully im still hanging on and my passion's still burning. After trainings would usually be LEFT 4 DEAD, the new game that everyone's talking about and the whole lan shop is playing. I rmb seeing ppl playing at e2max then me and kelvin was so eager to try out. So the next day we tried playing at parklane and the following days were all spent there playing till dawn. omg. Its so tiring having to ride home at such wee hours of the day. But what matters is that the team is there playing, those fun and laughter we shared.

On 20th Dec, last saturday i attended a dance production by NRA with my buddies to support queen and the 2 heros of mine. Actually not just the 3 of them, but also all the NRA friends that i know. I must say it was a great show and im looking forward to the next production. Really proud of you guys and you all really really really danced very very very well. Im SERIOUS. Damn ZHAI can. You can read those NRA dancers blog to find out how fantastic it is.

I think what Shirley said about David on her blog is so true, we dont play basketball because we love to, we play because of the brotherhood that exist amongst us. Daryl i really miss you. Unfortunately, basketball is different from dancing. Why cant we all go up the stage/court and shine tgt like dancing. Contradicting, the journey to the destination is what matters right? Its those times we spent tgt training, playing 1v1, good shot la daryl! giving hi 5s. I dont know.

Tagawa/ bball buddies
queen say 我瘦了。But nicer right?

The 2 Heros! My eyes were always looking for them and when i found, its on them all the way.

Never take a single pic with queen lo! See her blog, so many pictures with so many ppl nv even ask me for one. Still need me to ask her, and when i ask her she say camera no batt alr. wth! :(:(:( Its such a grand and special event to me, its been some time since i last applied wax to my hair and even bother to pick out decent clothes from my wardrobe.

Xiao Zhu's album coming out soon so cut his hair support ma. Haha actually no la, just feel like cutting my hair cuz its long. When im sitting down i thought of cutting his hairstyle but not sure whether it will look good on me, to my surprise, i let the stylist freestyle and it turned out to be what i wanted. Such coincidence.

Overdue

2008-12-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

One of the studying sessions with queennn.

是不是？

This girl tried to take pic of me when im slping, think i dont know meh, the flash so bright luh! haha.

2008-12-11T16:30:00.004+08:00

Fell sick for the past 2 days. After my MRSH paper on tue (sure fail), instead of going home to rest from all the late nights, i went to work out and even wanted to go for a run as i got work on wed. But after i finished my work out and gonna step on the treadmill, i couldnt take it anymore. Went to eat with DJ and GME(the food is fucking long and i waited in pain for 30mins) and homed. The night was @!$%%#$. I couldnt slp at all having waking up at 4+ 5+ with my head booming. What more i had to wake up at 8am to work. Was down with fever and yet i was feeling so cold so i was feeling hot and cold. My body somehow lost the functionality to prespire and i didnt prespire at all, even the whole of yesterday. I tried doing something abt it, by closing my windows, off the fan, and put on long sleeve shirt and long pants. Slowly i began to prespire. Ytd when i ride to work i didnt prespire at all! I was wearing long sleeve shirt black in colour and jeans. Usually i will prespire like i just showered. Queen can witness to that. After work went to get something for her then to sch to fetch her. Thanks for taking care of me and i got better. After i send her home i came back to slp immediately. Was really tired.

Trying to get stuffs into my brain for my last paper tmr. Gonna slp early and wake up early tmr i guess. Dont wanna fall sick again and lost so much weight. Luckily paper's at 130. After that gonna head to planet to service my bike, time to change engine oil and spark plug. Work at 630 then tgw training after that. So shag.

My love for you can never be measured

2008-12-06T00:32:00.005+08:00

Know that all have been very stress with the papers. So here are some pics from recent jobs to entertain. (after this is back to revision ok?) Just had my first paper ITLG, dont think can score. But its okay,

amount of effort = results varies.

Again, good luck to all having papers tmr, not forgetting to click on the nuffnang ad k. Loves and goodnight.

p.s. some things can be controlled by us while some cannot, so just do what you can with the things you are able to... instead of worrying bout those you cant. For last minute ppl like myself, just study what you can alrighty. Chillsss.

2008-12-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

Stress.

All the best to everyone out there having common tests!

p.s. it doesnt hurt, just a click on the nuffnang ad will do.

Love

2008-12-02T22:31:00.007+08:00

This is on Sunday Times 30th Nov.

Actually got fooled by my marketing research tutor ytd. There was suppose to be an online chat at 11am but he wasnt there. So the whole class waited for him online for 45 mins before i went back to my sleep. He changed the timing to Wed 7-8pm which i cant make it, what is this man? so last minute.

Queen came over to study with me and made me minced meat spaghetti! Oh my, it was really good! There were lotsa fun and laughter, and the massages we gave each other, the FOOD we shared, the chips and nuts were really nice. Time spent with her is just so great and i cant wish for more. But soon the sun rose and i had to send her home.

We both slept at 5am i think and she woke up at 11am today to study. Such a diligent queen, she must be so tired after studying till 8pm before heading to sch for dance. She's dancing now and i missss her.

Well i just got home from work, did a show for Yeo's Modern Mixes at one fullerton. Had dinner at 515 alone before heading to Rong Hong and Wee Lee's place to borrow roller blades from them for my show tmr. Tmr i will be doing a Puma show at Butterfactory, hope it will be fun.

Anyway, i think im doomed? test is on friday but im still busy working away. I shall make use of the available time to study alr unless i want to repeat ONE MORE YEAR. *touch wood*

Alright guess that's all, goodnight everybadeh!

P.S help me by clicking on the nuffnang ad. Thanks :)

2008-11-30T22:07:00.005+08:00

Did not attend both trainings on friday as my leg hurts from napfa. Went home to rest after sending queen home.

Stand the whole of saturday again:( Worked at CK Tangs then Holland. Damn shag ah. haha. After work went over to New Town Sec to find Daryl and gang:) Their school basketball in charge is so good, organised a competition for a few age groups. I dont know why but i seem to know a lot of new town players, so many of them from the different age grps. Time spent was short but damn great. Woodgrove has been saying for so long but still no actions. But the BBq's certainly fun cuz we still play ball tgt.

Totally missed out Hou Hao's birthday celebration cuz i tot he was celebrating on 30th so i booked work. so sorry bro. anyway HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! :D

Today was family day, woke up by my family at ard 1pm. Sis and Mum was like asking if i wanna join them to the temple and town, was so tired but i decided to go. Never regret spending times with my family, it was so much fun. After which dad send me to gym i and think they went to look for camera at courts cwp. I was so tired that i didnt even wanna train. Try to get myself started and fortunately, i dont know how i end up sharing a bench with a regular and we train tgt cuz we doing same parts. chest and arms. Took bus home! haha, certainly missed the interchange. Bath and dinner was ready, mum went down to buy for the whole family. And the 4 of us ate happily in front of the tv watching channel 56. Laughter filled the air. Its such a great feeling even though once in a bluemoon.

why are things so complicated, to the extent where i dont even know how to talk to you. or i can't.

Team

2008-11-28T00:14:00.005+08:00

I want to drink water together, as a team

I want to laugh together, as a team

I want to fight together, as a team

I want to shower together, as a team

I want to eat at Alzhar together, as a team.

I want us to be happy together, as a team. For my final competition. To have a common goal. Thats all i ask for, is it too much?

The Bottom Line

In the interest of keeping the group in harmony, you need to encourage compromise.

In Detail

In the interest of keeping the group in harmony, encourage compromise. There is a lot of subliminal stuff going on, and people do not all share the same goals. To make sure that no one person uses the group power to get what's best for only them, you'll have to keep a sharp eye on the prize. Reinforce what goals everyone should be working for -- don't let one strong personality hijack everything for their own gain. You have the skills to keep things civil.

Finally took my Napfa test! omg the burden is finally off my chest and i can concentrate on my common tests alr. Got gold heh.

p.s. got my test shoot pics wanna see?

even if everyone in this world leaves me, i know i'll still have you. loves.

Rest Day

2008-11-24T23:42:00.003+08:00

Well, im gonna talk about my "rest day" yo.

Woke Queen up at 10.24 and she told me she skipping tutorial, sucha bad Queen. Tsk! :D
Continue to slp till 2.30 then i decided that i slp enough and its time to do something for the day.
Washed up and had chocolate milk, banana and twisties for breakfast. Slack a while, watch mtv and set off for gym. Did chest, arms and abs for 2 and a half effing hours can, so damn long lor, after that went for a swim of 12 laps. Showered and home to change then to KAP to meet the bad Queen to have my dinner.

Swimming is damn feeling! omg long long time nv swim already and it really felt great. Jump into the pool and start to swim 12 laps non stop, till its about time i should leave. Went for a 3 mins of jacuzzi before i leave :x will be swimming in no time again, for sure! anyone?

The session made me thought of the times when i was learning how to swim, and i think swimming cured my asthma and also gave me broad shoulders. From bronze to gold award(those pyjamas times where i nearly drowned when im taking off) and 1.5km to 5km(100laps!) distance award, are still in my certificate book. Most importantly, at least i know how to swim haha, some of my friends cannot even swim across to the mini island at sentosa. And i heard NS require us to swim, if not they will just push you into the pool and let you struggle(thats what my daddy told me).

Lastly, have a look at this!

http://www.kfc.com.sg/menu/breakfast.asp

damn zhai right... hehehe.

good night all.

MONDAY!

2008-11-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

Finally its monday again! man, im damn looking forward to this day can. Its REST DAY! not really rest as its just that i have free time to gym, go for a run and just stay at home perhaps? Its still counted as working for my job. zzz.

Very busy with my work, training and school. School has already like take up half of my time and after that still have to train or work. Reach home still have to do tutorial and stuffs. Everyday is slping late and waking up early. Leaving home early and returning home late. Though this is my last sem already, still kinda hate sch cuz have to wake up early, and all the projects are killer. and and, esp the common tests and exams. stress right. hahaha.

Ngee Ann training, Tawaga training, work here rush there. Feeling kinda shiokkkk sio. Recently did Sarah Jessica Parker perfume lauch at CK Tangs, after that to holland Aburiya. Anyone currently looking for fragrance for their gfs or friends can come look for me on the next 3 following sat. Today did a shoot for the Ez link website, quite fun i must say:) Thanks Regina Lee for the job. After that still manage to meet up with Daryl, Darren and Demin the 3 Ds at cathay for sushi lunch as im just nearby at bugis. Homedddddddd to rest.

Queen's in sch the whole day for dance, busy preparing for her danzation, jia you baobei and put up a good show my supergirl. good night slp tight <3

oh ya oh ya, Im going for IDARE! so anyone anyone? heh. Schools organising alot of other overseas trip man, anyone interested can jio me go, cuz i super interested. 50% subsidy leh, bu yong bai bu yong right, anyway graduating soon. lol.

She's got that one thing, thats why i love her.

Finally!

2008-11-18T01:57:00.004+08:00

Today was my rest day cuz there were no lessons. Hardly can slp till so late. woke up, tv while and went down to get food after a long time slacking at home. Weather was damn cooling. Queen came over to nap cuz she was sooo tired from the long day. After that i went gym and she went for her dance practice.

Thanks for the chocolate yo! :D

2008-11-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

Woke up, Tv, Gym, FAMILY DINNER. omg it has been sucha long long time since i last had family dinner. I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTT!

Sometimes i want to be alone, sometimes i hate to be alone.

2008-11-16T23:30:00.005+08:00

Am slowly getting use to working at Aburiya already, its fun though tiring. The parking fee of $1.30 is quite costly each time i work, am searching for a place to park my bike man. Anyone know where i can park my bike at holland on saturday? For free? Daryl, Darren?

After work headed down to Zouk. Was tired and wanted to get home to rest but my life has been so busy that ive hardly got time for friends. Furthermore i promised Ming Han to make up for his birthday party. Reached and walked around to find Keith and gang, as well as JinHong, Gabriel, Darren and Kelvin. Didnt call them cuz they wont hear it anyway. The moment i found them and said hi, Keith was pushed and Ben Ho was pointing middle finger and cursing at some ppl. I didnt know what had happened until someone threw a punch on Ming Han nose. The next moment i jumped in and gave about 3-4 punches on their head and escape unhurt. Nearly fell down, if i did, i dont know what will happen. Saw a few bleeding people outside. Some claimed innocent people also. And fuck la, dont tell me you are innocent, if you fucking kena punched by people, wont you punch back dumbass? you just stand there and got whacked? maybe you just too weak?

That simply ruined my night. What a gathering with friends. Actually it wasnt that bad, after that, stamp got cancelled, went to eat and catch up with each others lives. Luckily i no need to pay, if not will waste $35. And Jinhong was lucky to have not been brought out. Been sucha long time since i fight. Its a great feeling, to just give everything out at once.

On the other hand, I quitted Dragonboat because i came to my senses. Dragonboaters live in their own worlds. Having trainings 4/5 times a week, off training days still must gym and train to be better than others. How to have a life? Maybe thats the life they pursue. I dont know. But not mine. Now im seeing people having such crammed lives with so many things in hand. Im not saying its a bad thing, but think twice. Either manage everything well, if you have the ability, or take the alternative way. Just a little more effort will do, because you are so caught up with that one thing. You start to lose focus for the others. You friends, your family, your spouse. Just dont wait till people start to leave you one by one then you regret. What do you really want in life?

Finally i have Daryl and Gabriel back in Tagawa. Jian Qing also. Its such a happy thing. Oh I miss Queen, like so crazily. Havnt been meeting her cuz we are both sooo busy. Hope i can see her soon:) and and and, i cant wait for Danzation to come. Firstly cuz alot of friends are performing, Secondly its cuz i really love to watch performances, kinda relaxing yea.

Im happy with my life now but will make it better. Good Night.

How to Stop Worrying and Start Living

2008-11-13T00:40:00.002+08:00

Steps
1) Realize that only a few things in life are in our power to control. In life, it is important to grasp that many things in the world, no matter how large or trivial, cannot be held under the reins of only your power. Sometimes, you may need to take a step back from a situation and let others that you trust take over. It is also very important to acknowledge that if something goes wrong, you shouldn't only blame yourself for what happened when you were in higher control.

2) Answer to these questions.What power do you have over your death? Or whether or not someone likes you? Or being laid off from work? Answer: little to none. Inevitabilities can trouble many people, enough that when worrying over them, it can take over their lives. Make sure that you are not ruled by the future, or the past- only the present. Treasure the good things you are given now. Forget incidents of the past and build new good things each day. Do not worry about dying or promotions or anything that you know will make you extremely worried. Seize the day!

3) Relax yourself.Can you stop the sun from rising or the wind from blowing? No. So why worry about things you cannot control? Learn to deal with it. Accept them. What you 'can' control is your reaction to events. Having power over your own self if one of the most important, vital things in life that make you emotionally and mentally stable. Practice being more mature in bad situations and being able to handle the horrible or somewhat bad things that come to you in life if you feel that you must do so. It will benefit you later on.

4) Take up activities to keep busy.With your worrying all the time, you're never having the fun that you want, or anything that you want to accomplish in life. Human beings need to have down time to relax and do what makes them feel happy and have self-gratification. A healthy activity, such as reading, writing, gardening, or working out should be done for at least one hour each day. If you feel that you are being ruled by unpleasant things each day, every hour of the day, make down time for yourself at a specific time to just spend time doing what makes you happiest.

5) Remember this quote."Your life is what your thoughts make it." Repeat it in times when you are thinking very negatively. When you are pondering over dark, gloomy thoughts, keep this in mind. Your thoughts change your entire view in life. Make sure that you keep a happy medium and a positive matra in your mind each day to encourage yourself and improve your happiness.

6) Always 'remember that we are human and no one is perfect under any circumstances. However, everything can be changed and improved as well. Although some things cannot be altered in anyway- like terminal illness or a permanent condition- you can make the best of what you have and also strive to improve it at the same time. Imagery is a good way to do this while you are trying to improve the things around you. Imagine your life changed, and it will motivate you further.

7) Remember that you are in control of your life. You have the power to change. Don't be afraid of change, embrace it and become comfortable with yourself and your surroundings so you don't have to worry about things. Sometimes, you may feel worried about change and how it will affect you and others, but sometimes you must let it come and bring the affects with it. Changes in your life might not always be the best ones, but everything has a reason for happening. Let life happen! Nothing will ever stay exactly the same.

8) Live every day like it's your last. You only have one life to live, and no one will know when it is time to end. It may sound depressing, but it is the truth. Be happy with who you are and what you have. Have desires and wishes and strive to help yourself and others. Have a nice life- stop worrying and start living!

Tips

Just try and relax.

Try and give other people the freedom to go and do something, for they probably are thinking
the exact same thing, and it's only fair if you share it. Make sure you share it equally.

Don't worry, be happy.

Life's never fair, so when something wrong happens, DEAL WITH IT! Accept life!

source: http://www.wikihow.com/Stop-Worrying-and-Start-Living

Peer Pressure

2008-11-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

Whats with it man? Many a times we got too caught up with what people do around you and you want to do it too.

NBA season is hot, along with Hot Shot, everyone is so stepping up on trainings, i don't know why am i also. When long ago it seems like i have made up my mind for something else. - my dreams.

Went back to tagawa, Jin Hong keep calling, Wei Jun keep calling, Gabriel keep calling, and now even new MVP Jian Qing also calling. Sigh sigh, Its not that they are forcing me, but it just. My legs are at fault alright. haha.

I see people around me getting big, i also wanna get big. zzzz, after so much effort trying to bulk up, now i was told to slim down! Its okay, for my job, my dream :)

People see people get branded, also wanna get. -.- i think this is shit. Please think what's right for you. If you can afford, its alright, but if you can't. What for? Is it worth it?

Just reach home from gym, stayed over at Gabriel's place last night after Harry's 19th birthday party. Had lots of fun gathering with my classmates, plus my girl was also there. After which i went over to Gab's house to stay over cuz Woodland is too far and i havnt been visiting his house for a long time alr. hehe. supper with Zhi Qing and Zi kun.

Been working hard lately too, friday had a shoot for straits times at SPH, saturday was working at Aburiya and sunday had a shoot for my portfolio. We play different roles in the different stage of life. For the shoot, i was the subject and the rate was $200 for 2 hours shoot. For waitering i had to work so hard for $7 per hour. Its so different. But i know one thing for sure, everything i do, i do it with my heart and give it my best shot:)

ONE LIFE, LIVE IT. nights.

2008-11-04T17:11:00.003+08:00

Do you believe in Angels?

Just when i gave up on all my dreams, step back into reality, an angel came along.

"Don't just go to sleep"
"Dream"

"Don't just dream"
"Make it happen"

Never back down.

When you fight, you can always change position.

2008-11-04T03:17:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i just don't know what to do.

sigh.

2008-11-04T03:09:00.002+08:00

hope the 3 of us can be happy like this all the time:) and that we can all play for tagawa someday again. thanks for being by my side for these 4 years.

Darren's birthday out.

After 1 week, finally able to fork out time to work out. This time is with weijun, and working out couldnt be more fun with him around. Had a great time and great feel. This asshole friend of mine went to put on the wrong weights. I told him i felt something was wrong as my left chest felt more pressure, but he said i was weak. Damn him man. hahaha. After that was dinner with Weijun and Cheng, then Kelvin walked past, Rouhui walked past, and Yansoon walked past, so all joined us for a chat session. Laughed non stop man, talked a lot about sec sch days. Those times.....

Earlier part of the day was project in school and then met up with queen for lunch over at kap mac with stacey and weijun. Had a good time:)

2008-10-31T01:37:00.003+08:00

Basketball trainings are good! big thanks to Gabriel and Weijun i must say.

Happy Halloween people!

Today i rejected a $200 dollar job to a $35 job. ha, because im thinking of long term. Finally getting a stable job:) Will have to manage my time even better already. Family, Queen, buddies, projects, basketball trainings, gym and now work. School projects are killing me, omfg. i hate school, always late on thursday and friday zzz. maybe i got a different determination for lectures and tutorials. Im never late on tutorials but always late for lectures.

anyway, love you Queen, happy doing your reflections ok lol.

Every end is also a new beginning

Biggie

Hi

SO BUSY

New Chapter

End

Twist here and there, LAH.

Fam

The 3 Ds

Stress

The End

ICG games

Memories

So long.

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2007 R6

Dismay

Busy Bee

You only life once

Randoms

New Chapter, again.

SHAG OUT

Bliss

Just My Luck

New Chapter, New beginning

Busy!

Back Track

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Inspiration

MONO

First Book Out

Life

Genting/Sunway/KL

Sigh

不屑

Timeless

Bangkok 09

Race Against Time

Ride No More

Bad!

Peektures!

Thank you

Sorry

Back!

Getaway!

Taiwan/Hong Kong April 2009

Bliss

Happy Lunar New Year!

Turning 20

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Overdue

Love

Team

Rest Day

MONDAY!

Finally!

How to Stop Worrying and Start Living

Peer Pressure

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